Zoe Jade

On febuary the 15th 2003, I went to work as usual, I was 23 weeks pregnant with my 14th child. I was feeling well until that afternoon, when i began to feel not so good, I had a very bad pain in my back, I left work early and went home, later on that night I went to bed early and 2 hours later I had a massive haemorrage, I was rushed to hospital by ambulance, and the staff expected my baby to be born that night, But hours later labour stopped. Maybe my baby had a chance. But that did not happen I was keot in hospital and 5 days later suffered a prolasped cord, in the early hours of febuary 20/2003, I went into labour, 7 hours later my daughter was born, I was now 24 weeks pregnant she was dead, she weighted 1 pound 5 oz, and was perfect, all she needed was more time to grow. I went on to have one more child a son called Kian and he has suffered 2 major losses in his short life, on the 26th of september 2007, his father Officer Brian Murray was killed he was 46 years old, a fireman, But he is with our beloved little girl we named her Zoe Jade and she broke his heart, I love them both and miss them forever, let me share with you, Zoes Special Prayer .
Dear Mammy & Daddy
I did not die young,
I lived my span of life,
Within your body and within your heart,
There have been many who have live long lives
and have not been loved as much as me,
And within that love, I live on,
Neer Ever doubt we will meet again,
And until that happy day,
I will grow with Daddy and wait for you all.
Love Zoe Jade