

Hi Wendy
I still blame myself too. My partner died on 21st Jan 2006 at the age of 44 very suddenly from lobar pneumonia which I understand now is common with alcoholics. I feel so guilty that I had told him I was going to leave and had found myself a flat - he died before I did. The guilt is still with me over three years later - I never stopped loving him - it just got too difficult to live with. Instead of stopping he accepted that I was leaving and said he wanted me back after a break. Some break huh! My heart goes out to you Wendy...it still hurts for me too after over three years. Take care and love to you.
Wendy
Wendy look on the birds singing as a sign that in reality it's beautiful to be alive, I have been where you are we all have lost our sunshine, but I believe they would'nt like us to be always be sad
Wendy look on the birds singing as a sign that in reality it's beautiful to be alive, I have been where you are we all have lost our sunshine, but I believe they would'nt like us to be always be sad
thank you for your kind words wendy, i know exactlly how u feel, makin something as simple as egg and chips for the kids sets me off as it was dads fav dinner. i couldnt believe how long it took me to be able to dish this up without gettin in a state. love to u and yours from me and mine.xxx
im so sorry wendy but i was reading your thread and accidently hit the report button, i dont know wot will happen but i will also leave message on it to explain, i am so sorry about this, i was cryin reading your thread too, its true how the simple thing bring bck memories isnt it. xxgod bless xx
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