Tracy Thomas

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Tracy Thomas

  • Joined:October '08
  • Location:West Midlands

About me

My life has changed so much on the 10th december 2008 my oldest daughter took her own life I am trying to be positive nothing we will do will ever change what has happened but I can be positive and try and move on never forgeting I love her forever but knowing I can try and help other people

My list of friends and GTS memorials is ever growing I guess people will wonder why I add so many because we are an ever growing number that mourn the suicide of a loved one when I started my journey on 10th Dec 08 I did feel alone like many others that join gone too soon. I guess it has become my way of telling many others we are not alone on this sad journey we will not be the first or the last to take it feel free to add me as a friend I accept all invites no matter where you are or who you are.


no matter where you are we will try to help even if its just by talking

How We Survive
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If we are fortunate,
we are given a warning.

If not,
there is only the sudden horror,
the wrench of being torn apart;
of being reminded
that nothing is permanent,
not even the ones we love,
the ones our lives revolve around.

Life is a fragile affair.
We are all dancing
on the edge of a precipice,
a dizzying cliff so high
we can't see the bottom.

One by one,
we lose those we love most
into the dark ravine.

So we must cherish them
without reservation.
Now.
Today.
This minute.
We will lose them
or they will lose us
someday.
This is certain.
There is no time for bickering.
And their loss
will leave a great pit in our hearts;
a pit we struggle to avoid
during the day
and fall into at night.

Some,
unable to accept this loss,
unable to determine
the worth of life without them,
jump into that black pit
spiritually or physically,
hoping to find them there.

And some survive
the shock,
the denial,
the horror,
the bargaining,
the barren, empty aching,
the unanswered prayers,
the sleepless nights
when their breath is crushed
under the weight of silence
and all that it means.

Somehow, some survive all that and,
like a flower opening after a storm,
they slowly begin to remember
the one they lost
in a different way...

The laughter,
the irrepressible spirit,
the generous heart,
the way their smile made them feel,
the encouragement they gave
even as their own dreams were dying.

And in time, they fill the pit
with other memories
the only memories that really matter.

We will still cry.
We will always cry.
But with loving reflection
more than hopeless longing.

And that is how we survive.
That is how the story should end.
That is how they would want it to be.

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My Christmas wish for you, my friend
Is not a simple one
For I wish you hope and joy and peace
Days filled with warmth and sun

I wish you love and friendship too
Throughout the coming year
Lots of laughter and happiness
To fill your world with cheer

May you count your blessings, one by one
And when totaled by the lot
May you find all you've been given
To be more than what you sought

May your journeys be short, your burdens light
May your spirit never grow old
May all your clouds have silver linings
And your rainbows pots of gold

I wish this all and so much more
May all your dreams come true
May you have a Merry Christmas friend
And a happy New Year, too.

Billy Sr.

December 25, 2009

We just wanted to say Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to you your Angels and families..I know it's hard for all of us as the holiday gets near but coming in here and seeing that my GTS friends lights candles to my most important Angels it makes me feel that they are thought and loved by you...So thank you so much for everything you have done..Merry christmas and Happy New Year....xxxx

December 8, 2009

A ROSE OF FRIENDSHIP

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Send this rose to everyone you care about including me .xXxXx

September 4, 2009

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Never take someone for granted....hold special people close to your heart....because you might wake up one day and realise that you've lost a diamond while you was too busy collecting stones...send this to a special diamonds in your life... i just did.......♥♥♥

Take care love christine xxxxxxx

With Love As Always xxx
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