About me
My names Tracey i`m 36 years old , have 3 sons of 18 15 13 years old , my husband died on the 26th june 2009 aged 44 years old, died of hcm swollen heart
i miss my hubby so bad , i`m so sad, i was 13 years old when i met andy, i married andy when i was 17 had our 1st born at 18 then followed george and tim, it will be my 19th wedding anniversary on the 22nd sept,
andy was my life ,
He woke at 6am took my son out to the taxi for school at 6.45 he brought me a cup of tea up at 7am, he had tea and toast at 7.45am iwent shopping at 8.00 am at tescos, Andy took our other son to school at 8.30am he was back home at 8.45 he washed the car, but when i came home from tescos , their he lay on the drive way, at 9.05am , i could not belive my eyes my heart raced i just screamed, the emotion i felt was so painfull,i called 999 and started cpr , then the amberlance crew carried on for 1 hour, but nothing, i just screamed and went frantic , he was blue and it just looked like a shell, and he was not their,i will never forget that day,
Me and andy were soul mates we never had a bad word to say about each other,
i miss him so much , i feel like my life has ended,
and that i`m just existing, my 3 boys mean the world to me, and i know i have to keep going for them,
i feel so lonely , but andy will always be in my heart,
but a piece of me went with him,
i shall love him always
love you andy
you`ll always be my honey
and i will always be you little sat nav, as you said you would be lost without me
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