Toni Shakespeare Kyles Mummy

Hi im Toni as you can see im happily married to Martin I am the proud mummy of 3 Angels with feet,Gabrielle Kieron & Elle and 1 Angel with wings our baby son in heaven Kyle...

Thank you to everyone who have left messages and lit candles in memory of Kyle seeing so many people do this means alot to us and our family,Kyle was a very much wanted baby and is dearly missed and loved every single minute of every single day and always will be...Im so sorry for all your losses it breaks my heart when i see that more babies are becoming angels for so many different reasons and some for which are unknown...

Losing my angel (((Kyle))) on (3~october~1998) was the worst pain and heartache i have ever felt as a mum and i never ever want to go through that pain again but losing my angel taught me to take nothing for granted take one day at a time and cherish your children it took my along time to realise this and even now though i never believed it back then but with time each day does get easier to bear.You have to take a minute,hour,day at a time and with help of family & friends you will get to that point where the utter of your angels name will still bring tears but also alot more smiles as the memories flood your mind with happiness... But the pain of loss the emptyness we feel never goes away, nothing can take away the pain & heartache you feel when you lose your own child thats a pain that will live with you forever as life shouldnt work that way us being the parents we should never have to bury our own children but they to bury us when we pass on, until i meet up with my angel and you all with your angels is when the pain fades away as then and only then is when we will all feel complete as we will be with our babies, Until then i know its hard but stay strong,cry,scream,talk about your feelings,and never ever blame yourself and most inportantly know your never alone.
I have facebook, my name on that is- Toni Moulder Shakespeare and my msn email addy is-angel_kyles_mummy@hotmail.co.uk, i would really like to chat with other parents who have been through the same heartache i have been through-losing our own baby...xxx