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Tifonie Janvrin

  • Joined:December '08
  • Location:Massachusetts Usa
  • Age:33
  • Last Online:July 25, 2009

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THE DAY YOU WENT AWAY , .X
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In 2006 I had identical twin girls. They suffered from a condition called Twin to Twin Transfusion Syndrome. I had them 3 months premature July 12, 2006. My due date wasn't until November 1st. They were both born alive, but one (Jalia is what I named her) died 40 minutes after her birth and the other (Javana) was in the hospital in Boston, Massachusetts on a breathing machine for 12 days and then passed away as well. Since this has happened, I am just so sad. I feel like 2 different people - one on the outside that I try to portray - the one that moves on because I have to; and someone on the inside that is empty and helpless, not knowing what to do with myself. Anyway, I do have 3 other children that DO give me happiness. I have 2 older daughters, Shonna who is 13; Alessa who is 10; and my 1 year old son, Jaysani. I did have my son after the loss of the twins and I love him so so much. He makes me happy and I am so thankful he is alive and healthy, but at the same time, I am still mourning my twin angels. I think sometimes people think if you have another baby after a loss, they can replace eachother and make up for the pain in your heart, but that's not true. Although you will love all your children regardless, no one can replace a hole in your heart.

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♥^♥ Of all the many blessings ♥^♥

♥^♥However great or small ♥^♥

♥^♥To have you as my friend ♥^♥

♥^♥Is the greatest gift of all♥^♥

♥^♥I think of you quite often♥^♥

♥^♥And the things we all go through♥^♥

♥^♥But to have a friend like you♥^♥

♥^♥Is like a special dream come true♥^♥

♥^♥Send this to a special friend♥^♥

♥^♥Just like I did xxx

all my love xxxx

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* Sweet Words Are Easy To Say *
* Sweet Things Are Easy To Buy *
* But Sweet People Are Difficult To Find *
* Life Ends When You Stop Dreaming *
* Hope Ends When You Stop Believing *
* Love Ends When You Stop Caring *
* Freindship Ends When You Stop Sharing *
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*** I JUST HAVE ***

April 29, 2009

There's a miracle of Friendship
That dwells within the heart
And you don't know how it happens
Or where it gets it's start
But the happiness it brings you
Always gives a special lift
And you realise that Friendship
Is God's most perfect gift
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April 26, 2009

A Real Special Hug!

I'm sending you this hug
Just to say hi,
In case you were wondering
The reason why.
You're a special person
With a real kind heart,
I'd hug you myself
But we're too far apart
luv julie xx

April 22, 2009
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