Tia Buckman

Well.. Where Do I Start? I am still at school and i am in my last year and taking my GCSE exams. I have a lot of things going on in my life at the moment. i lost my beloved Nanny in 2004 as well as my Uncle Chris. As soon as all this happened my mum got ill. She has a condition called agoraphobia. This means that she finds it very very hard to go out of the house. It also has effects like OCD she has this aswell. Last year my grandad passed away. This has been devastating. Also my great aunt passed away a few weeks ago aswell. i feel like nothing is going right at the minute. and if i had a chance i would take all the pain and the grief from my family as i love them all so dearly. i just wish that no one had to die then we would all be happy and together. but hey! we will all be with our loved ones one day soon and we will all be together but until then we have to stay strong and do our best for the ones who have passed.

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I LOVE YOU NANNY, GRANDAD, UNCLE CHRIS, AUNT BET. R.I.P. YOU WILL ALWAYS BE LOVED AND NEVER FORGOTTON.

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I see you in the evening
and the darkness of the night.
You're with me in the morning,
when all the world is bright.
I feel you in a breeze,
like a tender warm embrace;
I feel you when a snowflake
falls softly on my face.
I hear you when it thunders
and the world seems at an end;
I hear you whisper softly,
'One day your heart will mend'.
I hear you in a bird song
the humming of the bees.
Your voice is strong and vibrant
in the waves of stormy seas.
I see, I feel, I hear you,
you're there in all I do,
guiding and protecting,
until my life is through.
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I looked towards the clouds today
And for a moment saw your face.
I wondered just where you have gone
With hope it's a better place.

Did you show yourself to me today,
To tell me you're all right?
Or was it just a daydream
Playing tricks upon my sight?

We will always feel the void inside
Because you are not here.
But each new thought you send our way
Lets us know you're near.

So until our journey nears its end
And we hear the angels sing,
We'll face each new day as it comes
And live off the love you bring.
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~~ The Hand Of God ~~

I felt the hand of god today
it touched my broken heart
it didn't mend it never will
but at least it was a start

He did his best to comfort me
and help me understand
the reason why he took you
into the promised land

The angels must have sung with joy
with arms outstretched with love
and welcome you into the home
they share with god in heaven above

His promise to the kind and good
is joy beyond compare
those things you were abundantly
and of joy you take your share

Try as we might it's hard to grasp
you are no longer here
for all we long for everyday
is to have and hold you near

Our days are filled with longing
to see your smiling face
to enjoy once more the happy times
and share a warm embrace

Instead we struggle on and on
the pain it will not go
with only memories to keep us sane
oh how we miss you so

It's hard to go on living
we are so tired and lonely
each day all we can think is
'why? and oh, if only'

But these are things we cannot change
as much as we might try
and so we go on thinking
'oh, if only and oh why?

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