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Tasha Earnshaw

  • Joined:March '10
  • Location:Scunthorpe
  • Age:21
  • Last Online:November 9, 2012

About me

Hia my name is tasha and I'm 18 years old. I've got a wonderful boyfriend called Gary and iv also got a great family! In June last year I found out I was pregnant and having a little boy. I was over the moon. Unfortunately he grew Angel wings and flew upto heaven on 19th December 2010. But I no he still watches over is and makes sure were ok. I miss him loads but I no in his own little way he's still here with me! Love you Charlie xxx

You ask me how I'm feeling,
but do you really want to know?
The moment I try telling you
You say you have to go.
You ask me how I'm holding up,
but do you really care?

The second I try to speak my heart,
You start squirming in your chair.
Because I am so lonely,
you see, no one comes around,
I'll take the words I want to say
And quietly choke them down.

Everyone avoids me now,
Because they don't know what to say
They tell me I'll be there for you,
then turn and walk away.

Call me if you need me,l
that's what everybody said,
But how can I call you and scream into the phone,
My God, my child is dead?

I am tired of pretending
as my heart pounds in my chest,
I say things to make you comfortable,
but my soul finds no rest.

How can I tell you things that are too sad to be told,
of the helplessness of holding a child who in your arms grows cold?

Maybe you can tell me,
How should one behave,
who's had to follow their childs casket,
watched it perched above a grave?

You cannot imagine what it was like for me
that day to place a final kiss upon that box,
and have to turn and walk away.
If you really love me,
and I believe you do,
if you really want to help me,
here is what I need from you.
Sit down beside me,
reach out and take my hand,
Say "My friend, I've come to listen,
I want to understand."
Just hold my hand and listen
that's all you need to do,
And if by chance I shed a tear,
it's alright if you do to.

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MERRY CHRISTMAS
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I would like to thank you all of you my dear friends for ever thing you do for my angles love you all big hugs. It helps to know you all care and love them too and understand to all of you are my support and help keep me going love you all for that take care all my love Sylvie bye for now

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My Christmas Wish For You

My Christmas wish for you, my friend
Is not a simple one
For I wish you hope and joy and peace
Days filled with warmth and sun

I wish you love and friendship too
Throughout the coming year
Lots of laughter and happiness
To fill your world with cheer

May you count your blessings, one by one
And when totaled by the lot
May you find all you've been given
To be more than what you sought

May your journeys be short, your burdens light
May your spirit never grow old
May all your clouds have silver linings
And your rainbows pots of gold

I wish this all and so much more
May all your dreams come true
May you have a Merry Christmas friend
And a happy New Year, too ..

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December 19, 2011

Hi Tasha, how are you doing?

April 22, 2010

Hiya

Im soo sorry to hear about charlie. How strange is this lol i really thought he was doing well. I wondered where he had gone lol but i never thought that that had happened. In some strange way its nice to see a young person going through the same thing as you dont hear about it everywhere. Its lovely to know that they can keep each other in heaven just like they did in the hospital.

I hope your keeping well.

Katherine :) xxx

March 23, 2010
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