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  • Joined:October '08
  • Location:Fla- United States
  • Age:46
  • Last Online:4 weeks ago

About me

I am just a mother who lost a daughter and suffers from a broken-heart. I will forever miss her and long to hold her one more time. Time has not healed, I have learned to live with the pain. No matter how much time goes by I her mother, her sister and my family will always keep her memory alive.


I am also a daughter who lost a mother, that I miss terribly. 2 of the most important people in my life have been taken from me and sometimes the pain is unbearable, but they are together now and I look forward to see them both in Heaven.

A Mother's Grief
by
Kelly Cummings

You ask me how I'm feeling,
but do you really want to know?
The moment I try telling you
You say you have to go

How can I tell you,
what it's been like for me
I am haunted, I am broken
By things that you don't see

You ask me how I'm holding up,
but do you really care?
The second I try to speak my heart,
You start squirming in your chair.

Because I am so lonely,
you see, no one comes around,
I'll take the words I want to say
And quietly choke them down.

Everyone avoids me now,
Because they don't know what to say
They tell me I'll be there for you,
then turn and walk away.

Call me if you need me,
that's what everybody said,
But how can I call you and scream
into the phone,
My God, my child is dead?

No one will let me
say the words I need to say
Why does a mothers grief
scare everyone away?

I am tired of pretending
as my heart pounds in my chest,
I say things to make you comfortable,
but my soul finds no rest.

How can I tell you things
that are too sad to be told,
of the helplessness of holding a child
who in your arms grows cold?

Maybe you can tell me,
How should one behave,
who's had to follow their childs casket,
watched it perched above a grave?

You cannot imagine
what it was like for me that day
to place a final kiss upon that box,
and have to turn and walk away.

If you really love me,
and I believe you do,
if you really want to help me,
here is what I need from you.

Sit down beside me,
reach out and take my hand,
Say "My friend, I've come to listen,
I want to understand."

Just hold my hand and listen
that's all you need to do,
And if by chance I shed a tear,
it's alright if you do too.

I swear that I'll remember
till the day I'm very old,
the friend who sat and held my hand
and let me bare my soul.



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I want to thank you friend for all the support you've given me and my angel...your lovely candles, tributes and pictures mean so much to me and my family...Thank you for always being here for me and helping me keep my angel memory alive.
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THANK YOU FOR GIVING,
THANK YOU FOR SHARING,
THANK YOU FOR CARING,
AND THANK YOU FOR BEING MY FRIEND.

Lots Of Love Always Sharon & Angel Stacey xxx

Threads Of Friendship

Thankyou for the laughter
For the good times that we share
Thankyou for always listening
For trying to be fair

Thankyou for the comfort
When things are going bad
Thankyou for the shoulder
To cry on when i'm sad

Threse threads are a reminder
That all my lifetime through
I'll always be grateful
To have a Friend like You

WITH LOVE
To Tammy thankyou for all you do for Me and Stacey
Lots Of Love To You And Your Angel
Love Always
Sharon & Angel Stacey xxx

Dear God:

The lady reading this
is beautiful, classy and
strong, and I love
her.

Help her live her life to
the fullest.

Please promote her and
cause her to excel above her expectations.

Help her shine in the
darkest places where it is impossible to love.

Protect her at all
times, lift her up when she needs you the most,

and

let her know when she
walks with you,

She will always be
safe.

Love you Girl!!!!


Now you're on the
clock!!!!

In 9 minutes something
will make you happy. ;-)

But you have to tell 9
sisters you love them, including me. Go!!!!

Hello Friend

I Will Be Here
� Angie Flores
When your sad and depressed,
I will be here to put a smile on your face.

When your angry and frustrated,
I will be here to calm you down.

When your hurt and in tears,
I will be here to wipe them away and mend the pain.

When your lonely and have no one,
I will be here to comfort you.

When your feeling unloved and unwanted,
I will be here to tell you how very important you are.

When your having a bad day and need to lash out,
I will be here to let you let off steam, you can yell at me.

When there is something on your mind that you need to say,
I will be here to listen and understand.

When your lost in confusion,
I will be here to help you figure things out.

When you feel like your going crazy,
I will be here to bring you back to sanity.

When you are so overwhelmed and need to get away,
I will be here with open arms so we can runaway together.

When your scared and frightened,
I will be here to protect you and make you feel safe.

When you are full of worries,
I will be here to worry with you.

I promise that I will always be here for my loved ones, today, tomorrow and forever!

Lots Of Love Always Sharon xxx

FRIENDSHIP

Although you are a friend of mine
and candles we exchange
I wouldn't know you on the street
and doesn't that seem strange? ♥♥

♥♥ You hold a place within my life
unusual and unique
we share ideals and special dreams
and still we do not speak ♥♥

♥♥ I picture what I think you are
perhaps you picture me
an intriguing game for both of us
for someone we can't see ♥♥

♥♥ So for this friendship we possess
we owe this mail a debt
perhaps the charm lies in the fact
that we have never met ♥♥

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You are my friend...And i hope u know thats true...no matter what happens... i will stand by u... i will be there for u... when ever u need me... to lend a hand.... to do a good deed...so call on me....whenever u need me... i will always be there...Even to the bitter end...Send this promise to all your friends to show your friendship and watch who sends it back to u.
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I MET YOU AS A STRANGER
I TOOK U AS A FRIEND.
I HOPE WE MEET IN HEAVEN WHERE FRIENDSHIP NEVER ENDS
LOTS OF LOVE ALWAYS SHARON & ANGEL STACEY XXX

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