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Sian Milligan

  • Joined:September '09
  • Location:Carmarthenshire, Wales
  • Age:31
  • Last Online:April 13, 2013

About me

I am so sorry i havent been here for a while and have not lighted candles for your lovley children. I am really suffering at the moment because my oldest son is not very well.
I just feel like such a faliur. i couldnt save aled now i am havin to watch my other son suffer i hate it.

My darling children are my life they have been through so much and made me proud.

Kyle was born in august 2004 had 3 major bowl operations and suffered a fractured femur and 18 months. He still has eating problems, slight learning difficultys but you would never know and is underweight with low muscle tone. With all his problems he is a brilliant child. he love aled with all his heart and is broke him when aled died. kyle has known nothin but pain be it phisical or emotinal all his life and still he keeps smiling and caring

Aled was born with so many problems they didnt think he would live through the birth. but he proved every one wrong. He faught so hard to live even though all the odds were against him. H smiled all the time. He was determind to do everythin the doctors said he couldnt which was fantastice. He fanially came home at 14 months. one of the best days of our lives. Dont get me wrong aled was very difficult to look after and could close his airways at any time and requried alot of equipment just to servive but it never stoped him. We took him everywhere and he taught people being disabled dosent stop you. He was such a happy boy. Sadly in April this year he caught infulenza B and after 3 long weeks fighting the flu won his lungs just couldnt take it. He passed away in mine and my husbands arms.

Rhiannon was born in July 2009 exsactly 3 months after aled had died. I was so sceared as i had never had a well child but she was born healthy. She is our saviour. She has taught us all to smile again. She has Aleds smile and she keeps us going.

Life is a real strugle and some days we dont know how to carry on but with help of our children we will keep going


Thankyou for all your beautiful messages it means so much. I never wanted to join a site like this (who wants to loose anybody) but i am glad i have found you all Sending you all my love XXXXxXXXXx

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If u love me as a friend you'll read the whole thing.
What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness?
What would you do if you’re best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt?
So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life.
I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you.
Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you.
Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will.
Remember, everyone needs a friend. Don’t ever leave the one u love for the one u like, because the one u like will leave u for the one they love.

If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic. You’re just in my heart !
Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever...

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. . . . Just wanted to also let you know that although I haven't been on as much lately, you and all our precious loved ones are constantly in my thoughts. I really do hope to get back to coming here more often again. Like us all here, I have quite a few issues to sort out and it has been keeping me from visiting as much as I want to.

Love and Hugs........Dawne xxxx

thanx 4 writting on joshuas wall means alot xx

September 29, 2011

A SPECIAL FRIEND X

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If u love me as a friend u'll read the whole thing. What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. dont ever leave the one u love for the one u like, because the one u like will leave u for the one they love.
If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever...

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ALL MY LOVE SYLVIE

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A special day to share
The story of our risen Lord and of his love and care.
A special day with friends and the Easter Bunny too,
Did he leave a surprise just for me and you?
Pretty dresses, baskets, bows, new suits and ties
Bring delight and joy to all the children’s eyes!
Let us all remember the reason for the day
The day Jesus rose all our souls to save!

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