Sian Milligan

I am so sorry i havent been here for a while and have not lighted candles for your lovley children. I am really suffering at the moment because my oldest son is not very well.
I just feel like such a faliur. i couldnt save aled now i am havin to watch my other son suffer i hate it.

My darling children are my life they have been through so much and made me proud.

Kyle was born in august 2004 had 3 major bowl operations and suffered a fractured femur and 18 months. He still has eating problems, slight learning difficultys but you would never know and is underweight with low muscle tone. With all his problems he is a brilliant child. he love aled with all his heart and is broke him when aled died. kyle has known nothin but pain be it phisical or emotinal all his life and still he keeps smiling and caring

Aled was born with so many problems they didnt think he would live through the birth. but he proved every one wrong. He faught so hard to live even though all the odds were against him. H smiled all the time. He was determind to do everythin the doctors said he couldnt which was fantastice. He fanially came home at 14 months. one of the best days of our lives. Dont get me wrong aled was very difficult to look after and could close his airways at any time and requried alot of equipment just to servive but it never stoped him. We took him everywhere and he taught people being disabled dosent stop you. He was such a happy boy. Sadly in April this year he caught infulenza B and after 3 long weeks fighting the flu won his lungs just couldnt take it. He passed away in mine and my husbands arms.

Rhiannon was born in July 2009 exsactly 3 months after aled had died. I was so sceared as i had never had a well child but she was born healthy. She is our saviour. She has taught us all to smile again. She has Aleds smile and she keeps us going.

Life is a real strugle and some days we dont know how to carry on but with help of our children we will keep going


Thankyou for all your beautiful messages it means so much. I never wanted to join a site like this (who wants to loose anybody) but i am glad i have found you all Sending you all my love XXXXxXXXXx