Sara Wittman

I know I am not unique or alone when I go to the cemetary and see many many childrens graves surrounding my baby's. But she is my baby and I feel like I am the only one going through this sometimes. The world is moving on and I'm stuck just wanting to get off the ride. I lost my daughter on Feb 20th, 2009. She was 38 days old but mine for 39 weeks and 38 days...I count everyday. I miss her terribly, I feel alone, I'm scared sometimes, and don't know how this will ever get better. I have three other daughters and I get up everyday and teach them how to survive pain. I hug them tighter, hold them more and never forget to share, kiss, and pray with them. I make good efforts, but the truth is I just want my baby back. My heart is broke and my life is in a storm. Isabella Mellainna Star is my journey everyday. Missing her, loving her, longing to hold her in my arms. She was my baby, my baby.