dear sarah, im so sadden to read your story of not one but two yummy little girls. its such a shame and your right unless u have had to deal with death of a child you would never understand......i have a different story, im the KIND person who sits with you for hours b4 the birth of a heaven baby, im the one to dry your tears and give hubby a break to have a wee or a fag. im the one who gets shouted at and makes the tea, and im there to wrapp up your baby and show you, you are still a mummy.
I worked for 6 years on a busy delivery suite as a maturnity assistant and nursery nurse, who reached out and wanted to help people like you, unfortunately after 6 still births in a row, i was tipped to the edge and took a break. there are some nice people out there to help you and who do feel your pain, believe me xxxx i wish i was there for you xx
i hope in time life blesses you with a healthy child you deserve, and the hospital monitors you very closely.
with mucho love kells xx
Hey Sarah,
Just wanted to leave you and Jessica a little message after seeing your GTS page on Baby and bump.
Loads of love,
Katie and Edan
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Hi Sarah, we have spoken on BNB. I was thinking of you today and wanted to give you this. It is called wings & Halos, it made me think of you and Jessica.
WINGS AND HALOS
I was so excited when I woke up today
I heard my Mommy was coming to play
I washed my wings and my halo too
Cuz that's what Mommy likes me to do
I went to the place where I knew she'd be
It's where she comes to visit me
She comes for comfort in her despair
Oh Mommy, can't you feel me touching your hair?
I'm by your side all through the night
I never let you out of my sight
I was your baby for only a day
But soon we can be together and play
You know we'll never be apart
You'll never let me leave your heart
Mommy I'm not really in the ground,
lift up your head and look around
The clouds, the birds, the raindrops too
these gifts of life were given to you
Don't cry for me Mommy, I know you're here
Please let me wipe away that tear.
I was sent to you from up above
And you showed me the ultimate love
Instead of giving me all of your years
You freely gave me all of your tears
Remember your relatives, the ones who have died?
They brought me here, I'm by their side
They watch over me and help me to see
just how much you really love me
So don't be unhappy when you come visit me
I'm the angel above you, up in the tree
And when you leave, you'll never be through
You'll always be my Mommy
And I'll always love you
I hope you have a lovely Christmas and peaceful New Year xXx
my heart goes out to you both xx
Sarah has no gifts just yet
