Rachael Spooner

Well where do i start? My life was as close to perfect as i could ever have imagined it being, i had my sole mate Darren and the light of our lives our beautifull little boy Corey but how things have changed in the space of 11 weeks.

Firstly Darren was involved in a road traffic accident in august and thought for 2 weeks to pull through but unfortunately he was fighting a force stronger then himself so we decided to let him be at peace and switched his life support machine off.

Life since losing Darren has been just about bareable, the only thing that kept me going was looking down at our little boy, the innocence in his eyes and his daddys smile. Corey missed his dad so much, there was times he was inconsoleable and all he wanted was his daddy but we got through it day by day me and my little man.

Coreys suffered for years with asthma but never really had a serious attack but unfortunately on the 10th of november he had an horrific attack which his lungs just were not strong enough to fight and he had to go off with his daddy.

The only thing getting me through this at the moment is the thought that Darren needed Corey so he called for him. You see Corey was really special because he already had his own angel up in heaven that angel being his daddy so now ive got 2 of the most beautifull angels in the world looking down on me.

LOVE YOU DARREN YOU WERE MY WORLD YOU KNOW THAT, MISS YOU MORE AND MORE EVERYDAY!! LOVE FROM YOUR RACH XXX

CORE CORES, MUMMY LOVES YOU TO THE STARS AND BACK, SLEEP TIGHT MY PRECIOUS LITTLE MAN! MILLIONS OF LOVE FROM MUM XXXXXXXX