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Ness McLear

  • Joined:August '08
  • Location:Torquay
  • Age:51
  • Last Online:1 week ago

About me

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THANK YOU FOR ALL THE SUPPORT AND GIFTS AND TRIBUTES AND CANDLES THAT YOU ALL LEFT FOR MY ANGELS WHILE IM AWAY YOU ARE ALL SPECIAL PEOPLE


IM A MOTHER WHO WANTS TO SAY LIFE IS SO HARD I HOPE AND PRAY
FOR THE LOVE OF MY SONS WHO HAVE GONE AWAY
GOD NEEDED TWO SPECIAL ANGELS TO TEACH THE YOUNG
HE TOOK MY TWO SONS AND THE GRIEVING BEGUN
WHY GOD IS THERE SO MUCH PAIN WHAT IN LIFE DOES THIS GAIN
I RAISED THEM WITH LOVE AND WITH PRIDE
HOPING ONE DAY THEY WOULD HAVE A SPECIAL BRIDE
NOW GOD IM ASKING YOU PLEASE
WATCH OVER MY BOYS AND LET THEM KNOW
THAT I MISS THEM AND LOVE THEM SO
MY TEARS I CRY I WIPE AWAY
IN MY HEART MY BOYS WILL STAY
TILL THE DAY I CAN HOLD THEM CLOSE
KEEP THEM SAFE AND IN YOU ARMS
TILL WE ARE TOGETHER IN YOU PROMISSED LAND


I AM JUST ANOTHER MOTHER WHO HAS LOST TWO CHILDREN
LOVE TO ALL ANGELS IN HEAVEN AND TO THE LOVED ONES THEY HAVE LEFT BEHIND XXX

I have five children three that are alive and well two who are Angels
My world fell apart when I lost my Val my oldest he was stabbed to death and i felt so helpless that I could not do anything for him and was left thinking my baby did you feel any pain, was it unbearable, are you frightened where you are, does my mum look after you and tell you every day how much your loved,
I used to say to Joe (my husband) that nothing could hurt me ever again the way that losing Val was hurting
OMG I was so wrong when my youngest son Joseph became an Angel i was more than hurt I DIED every thing about me went with him this is an empty shell I'm living in I don't want to do anything I don't feel like doing anything i have no energy left
I see this on so many of my friends on here I Can understand we go on for our loved ones i get so much mail saying i am strong but I'm not i couldn't do anything about what has happened to my sons I just have to live with it
so please forgive me if I seem blunt and some days I light candles morning and night and other days I only do the day candle that's when I'm on melt down hurting so much i have to stop love to all the Angels in heaven and to there special families xxxx

THANK YOU FOR LEAVING CANDLES GIFTS AND TRIBUTES FOR MY ANGELS AND FOR YOUR SUPPORT LOVE TO YOU ALL XXX



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With all the things you do.
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love always Gael.xxxxx

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"I
♥may
♥not
♥be
♥the
♥most
♥important
♥person
♥in
♥your
♥LiFE
♥I
♥just
♥hope
♥that
♥when
♥you
♥hear
♥my
♥name
♥you
♥smile
♥and
♥say
♥"THATS MY FRIEND" ♥
♥SEND TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS THAT YOU LIKE AND LET THEM KNOW YOUR THERE FOR THEM""
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Friday morning

MY FRIEND

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"I
♥may
♥not
♥be
♥the
♥most
♥important
♥person
♥in
♥your
♥LiFE
♥I
♥just
♥hope
♥that
♥when
♥you
♥hear
♥my
♥name
♥you
♥smile
♥and
♥say
♥"THATS MY FRIEND" ♥
♥SEND TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS THAT YOU LIKE AND LET THEM KNOW YOUR THERE FOR THEM""
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Friday morning

MY FRIEND

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"I
♥may
♥not
♥be
♥the
♥most
♥important
♥person
♥in
♥your
♥LiFE
♥I
♥just
♥hope
♥that
♥when
♥you
♥hear
♥my
♥name
♥you
♥smile
♥and
♥say
♥"THATS MY FRIEND" ♥
♥SEND TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS THAT YOU LIKE AND LET THEM KNOW YOUR THERE FOR THEM""
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Friday morning

I can Not begin To Thank You for everything that you did for Alishia on her Birthday.

Words just don't seem to be enough.

Alishia's Daddy , 2 Sisters, Angel Princess Alishia & myself were all completely overwhelmed by all the Love & Kindess you sprinkled on Alishia's Memorial on what should have been her 15th Birthday.

You made a truly upsetting day much more bearable through knowing that you sincerely care.

A Million Thank You's are sent to you in this Message and Always for all the Love, Kindness & Support in the Past year I have been on GTS.

I truly Value Your Friendship

All Our Love, Hugs & Kisses Steph & my Little Angel Princess Alishia

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