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Ness McLear

  • Joined:August '08
  • Location:Torquay
  • Age:51
  • Last Online:6 days ago

About me

PLEASE READ
THANK YOU FOR ALL THE SUPPORT AND GIFTS AND TRIBUTES AND CANDLES THAT YOU ALL LEFT FOR MY ANGELS WHILE IM AWAY YOU ARE ALL SPECIAL PEOPLE


IM A MOTHER WHO WANTS TO SAY LIFE IS SO HARD I HOPE AND PRAY
FOR THE LOVE OF MY SONS WHO HAVE GONE AWAY
GOD NEEDED TWO SPECIAL ANGELS TO TEACH THE YOUNG
HE TOOK MY TWO SONS AND THE GRIEVING BEGUN
WHY GOD IS THERE SO MUCH PAIN WHAT IN LIFE DOES THIS GAIN
I RAISED THEM WITH LOVE AND WITH PRIDE
HOPING ONE DAY THEY WOULD HAVE A SPECIAL BRIDE
NOW GOD IM ASKING YOU PLEASE
WATCH OVER MY BOYS AND LET THEM KNOW
THAT I MISS THEM AND LOVE THEM SO
MY TEARS I CRY I WIPE AWAY
IN MY HEART MY BOYS WILL STAY
TILL THE DAY I CAN HOLD THEM CLOSE
KEEP THEM SAFE AND IN YOU ARMS
TILL WE ARE TOGETHER IN YOU PROMISSED LAND


I AM JUST ANOTHER MOTHER WHO HAS LOST TWO CHILDREN
LOVE TO ALL ANGELS IN HEAVEN AND TO THE LOVED ONES THEY HAVE LEFT BEHIND XXX

I have five children three that are alive and well two who are Angels
My world fell apart when I lost my Val my oldest he was stabbed to death and i felt so helpless that I could not do anything for him and was left thinking my baby did you feel any pain, was it unbearable, are you frightened where you are, does my mum look after you and tell you every day how much your loved,
I used to say to Joe (my husband) that nothing could hurt me ever again the way that losing Val was hurting
OMG I was so wrong when my youngest son Joseph became an Angel i was more than hurt I DIED every thing about me went with him this is an empty shell I'm living in I don't want to do anything I don't feel like doing anything i have no energy left
I see this on so many of my friends on here I Can understand we go on for our loved ones i get so much mail saying i am strong but I'm not i couldn't do anything about what has happened to my sons I just have to live with it
so please forgive me if I seem blunt and some days I light candles morning and night and other days I only do the day candle that's when I'm on melt down hurting so much i have to stop love to all the Angels in heaven and to there special families xxxx

THANK YOU FOR LEAVING CANDLES GIFTS AND TRIBUTES FOR MY ANGELS AND FOR YOUR SUPPORT LOVE TO YOU ALL XXX



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~~~~~~ Thank You My Friend ~~~~~~~

I would like to thank you very much
for everything you do.
My friend your inspiration
has helped to pull me through

All the comfort you bestow
helps when I'm feeling low
And without people like you
I would never have got through.

I know that you can't put things right
but you have helped me my depression fight.
So never under estimate the power of a friendly word
not to money or riches can friendship be compared.

There's nothing in life that can compare
to a caring friend who is always there.
So thank you my friend for all you do
and always remember I'll be here for you.

Copyright© Ingrid Aspey

To Ness with love always Gael.xxx

Dear God:

The lady reading this
is beautiful, classy and
strong, and I love
her.

Help her live her life to
the fullest.

Please promote her and
cause her to excel above her expectations.

Help her shine in the
darkest places where it is impossible to love.

Protect her at all
times, lift her up when she needs you the most,

and

let her know when she
walks with you,

She will always be
safe.

Love you Girl!!!!


Now you're on the
clock!!!!

In 9 minutes something
will make you happy. ;-)

But you have to tell 9
sisters you love them, including me. Go!!!!

MY FRIEND

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"I
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♥your
♥LiFE
♥I
♥just
♥hope
♥that
♥when
♥you
♥hear
♥my
♥name
♥you
♥smile
♥and
♥say
♥"THATS MY FRIEND" ♥
♥SEND TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS THAT YOU LIKE AND LET THEM KNOW YOUR THERE FOR THEM""
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love always Gael.xxxx

I WOULD LIKE TO THANK YOU PERSONALLY FOR LOVELY GIFT THAT YOU LEFT FOR OUR ROB ON HIS BIRTHDAY EVEN THOUGH IT WAS A SAD DAY FOR YOU YOUR KINDNESS IS REALLY APPRECIATED FROM ONE MUM TO ANOTHER LOVE LINDA XX

2 weeks ago

A SMILE JUST FOR YOU......

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Smiling is infectious you catch it like the flu
When someone smiled at me today i started smiling too
I passed around the corner and someone saw my grin
When he smiled i realized i'd passed it on to him
I thought about that smile then i realized its worth
A single smile just like mine could travel round the earth
So if you feel a smile begin dont leave it undetected
Lets start an epidemic quick and get the world infected

Keep the smile going by sending it to a FRIEND
EVERYONE NEEDS A SMILE !!!!!!

love always Gael.xxxx

2 weeks ago
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