hi carole thankyou for your lovely message it was very kind and thoughtful. i have an older daughter and a grand daughter too but i dont have any contact with either of them of them, not my choice at all, i left my abusive husband my daughters father but now i am the bad one, lets just say my ex and his family have turned my daughter against me, not eilidh tho she was my world, my best friend aswell as my baby. it is 26 weeks today that she died and it hurts so much most days i dont even want to go on i just want to be with her again. i have rheumotoid arthritis which is very aggressive to the point that im on morphine as my pain killers and i got taken into hospital last month with a severee case of pnemonia, i found out my lungs have been permantly damaged by the rheumotoid athritis so i dont understand why god took my beautiful daughter and not me. she hadnt even lived her life yet and for her not to be here and that im never going to see my baby again its killing me! how do i go on without her? i dont know and i dont understand! xx thanks sharon
im so sorry for your loss.i myself have just lost my wife to be to sads,it will be 6wk tonight,she was only 22,she passed away within 45 mins of going to sleep and i only woke because of the noises she was making,i have never felt so scared or confused than i did that night,its so hard without her.julia.x
