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Jeanine Blevins

  • Joined:February '09
  • Location:Crozet, Va. Usa.
  • Age:43
  • Last Online:3 weeks ago

About me

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1 Corinthians 13:13
Right now three things remain:
faith, hope, and love.
But the greatest of these is love.

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Happily Married for 17 years to my soul mate. I have PCOS and we have 3 angel babies in heaven. Our daughter Jennie born in 2000 she was just 5 hours old. My second miscarriage June 11, 2006. 2007 was the hardest for us we got pg again and lost our baby at 13 weeks her heart just stopped we found out on June 18, 2007 at a reg. Dr.s apt. 2 weeks after losing our baby we lost our dog Sally to cancer she was 11 years old.She was so sweet a big cuddle bear she was. 2 weeks after losing Sally we lost our dog Taz he had grieved his self so much it made him sick and his body started shutting down. So we had to let him go I sang him to sleep in my arms. He had been with Sally since he was 3 months old. They both are very special to us they were the closest we had to our own children at home. 2 weeks after we lost Taz Man our friends here at home got together and bought us a new baby Pit bull. We named him Tucker Samuel after Taz and Sally. He has helped us so much. Tuck is spoiled rotten I just hope he can be half of what Taz and Sally were. I just cried when they surprised us he looks so much like Sally.

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It has been a rough road going through all this some people don't understand how can you grieve so hard for a pet? They were our family, Our children the closest we had. I think Taz Man knew me better than I knew my self.They both went through our grieving with us losing Jennie. Ill never forget how Taz was so excited to be a big brother. He would just dance and get so excited when you asked him are you going to be a big brother? The night before family night before Jennie's funeral. We took Taz and Sally to see her so they know where i had been for so long and to let them say good bye. Taz man kissed her so sweetly on her cheek. Then looked at me and my husband and just cried.

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Losing someone you love with all your heart is one of the worst feelings to go through in life, but we will see them again at the gates of Heaven.

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I dont like drama so please dont bring any to me
I can be a very sweet and kind person till someone
tries to control me or start problems that dont need to be started. Then I can be a Royal *itch and I have back up

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My worse pet pev is when a parent who has lost a child think their grief is worse than anyone elses.
When we all are walking the same road going through Child loss.

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To my dear friends Heather and Court
I love you 2 more than words can ever explain.

To my Favorite Niece Chris Your my number 1 babe
I love you lots and you know how to keep your aunt Neen sane when things go rough. I will always be there for you Taylor and Jesse. You 3 mean the world to me.

To My dear friend Katie I love you girl I dont Know how I would have made it through 2007 without you. You were by me 24/7 here on the mtn or on the phone. We need another Margarita nite before it gets to cold. You Dusty Devin and Chase mean the world to Jimmy and I.



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My face book link
http://www.facebook.com/people/Jeanine-Blevins/500248255

my myspace link
http://www.myspace.com/mtnanjel

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I also do memorial graphics for parents or families who have lost a child or family member. I learned this right after I lost Jennie it helped to help some one else who was walking in my shoes to try and brighten their day some how. Then I got into do web pages in memory and had a online support group to help others. It just got to be to much to handle on my own and I never got to deal with my daughters loss and other close family members we lost along the way. Plus dealing with my infertility and the last 2 miscarriages i had and my beloved fur angels Taz and Sally. I use to make beautiful online quilts in memory that i would love to start doing again. I guess i'm a computer nut. I restore photos, scrap book photos online and many other online memorials or family treasures.

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I'm not the same person I use to be I have grown through all that has happened in my life and not much phases me anymore. One thing I have learned is Friends leave but true friends never hurt you to your soul and if they do don't wait 4 years to ask for forgiveness and then blame someone else for their actions.

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"A true friend is someone you can disagree with and still remain friends. For if not, they weren't true friends in the first place." ---Sandy Ratliff ...

"Don't pity the girl with one true friend. Envy her. Pity the girl with just a thousand acquaintances."
---Katie Obenchain

"True friendship is based on trust, honesty and sincere generosity of our hearts."
---Song Park



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Been a long time dear wanted you to know that i do miss talking to you and hope you forgive me for any wrong i have done to you I no longer have any contact with carol .I do believe she was most of our problems hugs
Reeny

September 16, 2009

Subject: Bless my friends

Every single evening
As I'm lying here in bed,
This tiny little Prayer
Keeps running through my head:

God bless all my family
Wherever they may be,
Keep them warm
And safe from harm
For they're so close to me.

And God, there is one more thing
I wish that you could do;
Hope you don't mind me asking,
Please bless my computer too.

Now I know that it's unusual
To Bless a motherboard,
But listen just a second
While I explain it to you, Lord.

You see, that little metal box
Holds more than odds and ends;
Inside those small compartments
Rest so many of my friends.

I know so much about them
By the kindness that they give,
And this little scrap of metal
Takes me in to where they live.

By faith is how I know them
Much the same as you.
We share in what life brings us
And from that our friendships grew.

Please take an extra minute
From your duties up above,
To bless those in my address book
That's filled with so much love.

Wherever else this prayer may reach
To each and every friend,
Bless each e-mail inbox
And each person who hits 'send'.

When you update your Heavenly list
On your own Great CD-ROM,
Bless everyone who says this prayer
Sent up to GOD.Com

September 13, 2009

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If u love me as a friend you'll read the whole thing.
What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness?
What would you do if you’re best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt?
So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life.
I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you.
Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you.
Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will.
Remember, everyone needs a friend. Don’t ever leave the one u love for the one u like, because the one u like will leave u for the one they love.

If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic. You’re just in my heart!!!
Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever...

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July 14, 2009

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ HAPPY EASTER Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ

† [♥] † [♥] [♥] † [♥] † [♥]† [♥] † [♥] †It means so much at Easter time
† [♥] † [♥] [♥] † [♥] † [♥]† [♥] † [♥] To keep in touch with friends
† [♥] † [♥] [♥] † [♥] † [♥]† [♥] † To wish them happiness and cheer
† [♥] † [♥] [♥] † [♥] † [♥] And joy that never ends.
† [♥] † [♥] [♥] † [♥] † This brings heartfelt greetings
† [♥] † [♥] [♥] † Especially for you
† [♥] † [♥] Together with best wishes
† [♥] † For a happy Springtime too.

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ WITH LOVE Sylwia xxx

Dear Jeanine,
Just to say i will be thinking of you tomorrow as its mothers day-just know that your beautiful Jennie is blowing her mummy kisses from heaven.
God bless you.
Sam.xxx

March 21, 2009
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