Mel Xxxxx

26th APRIL 2012

My heart is heavy, it feels like it has been literally ripped from my chest and a ton of bricks has been placed instead... Our beautiful Misty, mum to Candy and Honey, has passed to the Rainbow Bridge at approximately 1.15pm today.

I have added her to the kittens memorial and will write her eulogy when I am more able to... please please forgive me if I miss any special days my friends - my heart is broken, Misty - my last link to my childhood, our beloved old dog Patch who we lost in 2000, and her dear little kittens - meant the world to us, we had to make the awful decision to put her to rest (vet made a home visit) and we know it was the right thing for her, but as anyone who has made this awful decision before, it hurts like hell and you always wonder "what if".

Please, light and candle and help guide her to the Bridge safely, she was a beautiful girl, truly.

Thanks so much, I can't stop the tears from falling even writing this, I appreciate all your kind support for all my angels always my dear friends. Love always. xxxxxxx

"We who choose to surround ourselves with lives even more temporary than our own live within a fragile circle, easily and often breached.
Unable to accept its awful gaps, we still would live no other way. We cherish memory as the only certain immortality, never fully understanding the necessary plan."

~ Irving Townsend


* PLEASE READ *

I love you all and your angels to pieces, and I am so pleased to be able to pay tribute to the wonderful people and animals who touched your lives so deeply. I just find it a little sad coming on GTS at times and it really gets me down...please bear with me my friends. xxx

I AM SO SORRY I CAN'T VISIT THE MEMORIALS HERE AS OFTEN AS PREVIOUSLY...I HAVE A LOT GOING ON RIGHT NOW AND KEEP YOU AND YOUR PRECIOUS ANGELS IN MY HEART WHEN I AM NOT ON GTS. I ALWAYS TRY TO GET ON FOR ALL ANGEL DAYS/BIRTHDAYS STILL.
THANKS SO MUCH TO EVERYONE WHO KEEPS MY LOVED ONES MEMORY ALIVE, YOU HAVE HEARTS OF GOLD. xxxxxxx

Every person with whom we seemingly have a chance encounter while here upon this planet has the potential of exerting a purely angelic influence upon us if we will but allow it.
~ Jerry Hicks

...PLEASE READ...(as of May 2011)

Please bear with me over the coming days - my visits to your angels may be scattered and not daily for a little while.
I am seriously looking at my current situation and need to take time to set my life back on the right path, as since my Nan's death and deterioration in my own health in 2007 I feel I have not taken any real interest in my life or where it is heading. I hope this is now the right time to do this, and this may involve taking a little time away from GTS.
Love to all my friends, thankyou so much for remembering my angels and I am never far away if you need me. xxxxx


THANKYOU MY LOVELY FRIENDS FOR YOUR SUPPORT ALL YEAR ROUND, YOU ARE ALL AMAZING. XXXXXXXXXX

♥ Just as the soft rains fill the streams,
pour into the rivers and join together in the oceans,
so may the power of every moment of your goodness
flow forth to awaken and heal all beings,
Those here now, those gone before, those yet to come. ♥
♥ By the power of every moment of your goodness
May your heart's wishes be soon fulfilled
as completely shining as the bright full moon,
as magically as by a wish-fulfilling gem. ♥
♥ By the power of every moment of your goodness
May all dangers be averted and all disease be gone. ♥
♥ May no obstacle come across your way. ♥
♥ May you enjoy fulfillment and long life. ♥
♥ For all in whose heart dwells respect,
who follow the wisdom and compassion, of the Way,
May your life prosper in the four blessings
of old age, beauty, happiness and strength. ♥

♥ - Traditional Buddhist Healing Blessing ♥

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THANK YOU to all my GTS friends for your never-ending supply of support and friendship over this past year.

THANK YOU to everyone who has taken the time to leave a beautiful picture, light a candle or leave a lovely poem for my angels – I read and look at every single one and it just means so much.

THANK YOU to passers by and strangers, who may stop by and not leave any sign that they were even there, but just by reading my angels stories or visiting their memorials has meant that they will not be forgotten and is helping to keep their precious memory alive.

THANK YOU everyone, I could never explain how much it means to me, there are no words…but this has been such a difficult few years and I am ever hopeful that it will get better!

The love and kindness that has been shown to my angels and me is reciprocated a billion times over, bless you all.

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~MISSING MY NAN SO MUCH AND WISH I COULD HAVE KISSED HER GOODBYE AND TOLD HER HOW MUCH I LOVE HER.~