Mary Hand Mom Of Nick

****I will not be lighting candles on Sundays. I am in and out all day on Sunday's and don't get back in til late. I will be thinking of you and your Angels......


I WANT TO THANK ALL OF YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT.

I TRULY APPRECIATE THE FRIENDS I HAVE MADE ON THIS SITE. YOU ALL HAVE REALLY HELPED ME COPE THROUGH THE FIRST YEAR AND HAVE TOUCHED MY HEART.....
THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!

♥Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ♥I DID A BUTTERFLY RELEASE FOR NICK'S 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO CELEBRATE NICK'S LIFE AND TO RELEASE HIM TO SOAR WITH THE ANGELS. IT WAS ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL...THE BUTTERFLIES WERE VERY PEACEFUL AND CALMING. WE HAD SOME OF NICK'S FRIENDS AT THE CELEBRATION AND HAD EACH ONE OF THEM SAY SOMETHING ABOUT NICK. IT WAS WONDERFUL.......
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HERE IS WHAT I WROTE FOR MY DAUGHTER TO READ.

Butterflies Released as a symbol of your love.♥Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ♥

"Today we celebrate Nick’s life with the release of butterflies. Butterflies symbolize the spirit of transformation, representing freedom and beauty as they take flight. When we experience the vital connection between butterflies and nature, we tend to feel that peace and harmony are truly around us.
Their flight is a motion of freedom and calmness and is so beautiful to see.♥Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ♥

Please let death be a butterfly with our loved one soaring in an existence that is too wonderful for us to comprehend! “Often in life what appears to be an ending is really a glorious new beginning”.
Today as we release the butterflies we are creating another unforgettable memory of Nick. And to let Nick know that we Love him and he will always live in our hearts and everything we do. Releasing the butterflies is releasing Nick so he can have peace and soar with the angels.♥Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ♥

As you release this butterfly in honor of me, know that I'm with you and will always be.
Hold a hand, say a prayer, close your eyes and see me there. Although you may feel a bit torn apart,
please know that I'll be forever in your heart. Now fly away butterfly as high as you can go,
I'm right there with you more than you know.

The Butterfly you have been given will emerge from their envelopes and alight on your hand for a moment before flying off.
When instructed, please open the envelope and allow the butterfly to emerge on its own. It may take a few moments for the beautiful creature to adjust to the light and temperature before it flies off. These Butterflies are natives, will thrive and insure the continuation of their species, KEEPING MEMORY ALIVE."
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****************NEW SITE FOR ALL OUR YOUNG ANGELS TO COME TOGETHER CALLED YOUNG ANGELS IN HEAVENS GARDEN*****
http://youngangelsin-heavensgarden.gonetoosoon.org

PLEASE FEEL FREE TO ADD YOUR LOVED ONE IF YOU WOULD LIKE..**************


I live My life for the family. I have been very Blessed with two beautiful Children who have made my life complete, And having one of my children taken away from me is the most devastating feeling that any mother can go through.
I will Continue living my life for Nick and keep him alive through our family and his friends. And will celebrate Nick's life.
He was a wonderful son. And he will always have my heart.

I will "Never Lose Faith" because Nick wouldn't want me to.
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I Love this poem and I try to live by it, and has helped me.

You can shed tears that he is gone
Or you can smile because he has lived.
You can close your eyes and pray that he will come back
Or you can open your eyes and see all that he has left.

Your heart can be empty because you can't see him
Or you can be full of the love that you shared.
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday
Or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.

You can remember him and only that he is gone
Or you can cherish his memory and let it live on.
You can cry and close your mind, be empty and turn your back,
Or you can do what he would want:
Smile, Open your eyes,Love and Go on.
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