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i have 2 children and 4 grand-children too , I know Craig would want me to carry on , i know he does , but like you mary your John and my Craig we just miss and love them so much , it is so so difficult when the ones you have lost mean sooo much to us , I am so heartbroken all the time and like i guess you are like me on a emotional roller coaster 24 hrs a day. my hubby does the housework and all the cooking when he finishes work but most weeks now he works away mon-fri , i just find it so difficult all i think about is Craig every minute of the day , he was always telling me how much he loved me always giving me hugs , ohh i really miss them hugs , I cant cope much more without him , he was the most adorable and loving son xxx

November 10, 2008

hi Mary , no Mary im feeling so bad i just feel so suicidal i miss and and love Craig soooo much , i cant take much more im sooo heartbroken

November 9, 2008

Hi Mary - We had our annual Family & Friends Remembrance service this afternoon when the names of loved ones and friends are read out. Hope you don't mind - I added, and read out John's, and lit a candle for him. I lit 6 candles in all - for Tom, David, my John, your John and 2 very dear friends. We had over 200 names to read out. The list gets longer every year. Hope you're OK. Love Anne xxx

November 2, 2008

hello mary,my name is denise and i too lost my husband 3 years ago. He went to work one day and collapsed and died of a massive brain hemorhage aged 48yrs.I know what you mean by never having a chance to say goodbye and i think about it constantly.I miss and love him so much and last night dreamt of him only to find he was not there on awaking.If you want to mark me as a friend or chat any time i will be only to pleased to chat anytime because unless you have been there your self others would never understand what you are going through.I am going on holiday on 10th sept to 24th so feel free to mail me .love and god bless Denise x

September 6, 2008