About me
I was caring for my mother for the past 7 years mum had a dementia called vascular dementia, then on 26 July mum pass away after taking the news very badly that my son had been shot murdered after coming out of his friend house, the police say it was a tragedy of mistaken identity.
After 2 weeks mum started to vomited blood, later on we found out mum had cancer in her stomach , tumor was too big to move , they clip the bleeding but more bleeding was going on behind the cancer mum pass away 9 days after being told she had cancer . 7 weeks after my son was murdered. I know mum was 79 years old , mum had long life. I just can not except how fast mum pass away after my son pass away . Mum loved Anthony like her own Son, mum could not cognitive cope anymore with her emotions, mum died like I wanted to.
Mum just gave up, while telling me “how are you going to live with the pain of Anthony “?. I wonder that myself. Mum told me not to worry that I will be OK, as I have my daughters. When she gone as she be with Anthony, my father.
This is for you Anthony xx
We are connected, my child and I
By an invisible cord, not seen by the eye,
Its not like the cord, that connects us till birth
The cord can’t be seen, by any on earth
The cord does its work, right from the start
It binds us together, attached by my heart
I know that it’s there, though no one can see
The invisible cord from my child to me
The strength of this cord, is hard to describe
It can’t be destroyed, it can’t be denied
Its stronger than any cord man can create
It withstands the tests, can hold any weight
And though you are gone ,and not here with me
The cord is still there, but no one can see
It pulls at my heart, I’m bruised, I am sore
But this cord is my lifeline like never before
I am thankful that god connects us this way
A parent and child death can’t take away
