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Siobhan Ferguson Mummy Of Jake

  • Joined:October '08
  • Location:Manchester
  • Age:23
  • Last Online:1 hour ago

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My name is siobhan ferguson i am Jake Knox's mummy, our little man was born on the 30th Nov 07 at 3:58pm he weighed 7lb 15oz's he was perfect. Me an his daddy Steven Knox were the happiest parents in the world.
Jake was my first baby he was my life the minute i held him after he was born i fell in love with him i was so proud to say he was my little boy. Jakey was a very happy baby he was always full of smiles an always giggling the only time you really heard him cry was when he was hungary. He loved bein showered with kisses an cuddles he was a very loving baby.
The night our little man died was the worst night of our lives. It was the 5th May 08, he was fine threw out the day he was his usual happy little self it wasnt until the late afternoon an he started to get cranky. We managed to settle him an he went to sleep. Steven went to check on him because he couldnt hear him on the monitor. I was asleep in bed an the next thing i new Steven ran in screaming Jakes not breathin.
We rung an ambulance while waiting for them to come Steven tryed to resusitate Jake but nothin happened he had already died. When we got to the hospital they worked on jake for almost an hour but our little boy was gone. We coulnt believe it the pain that ripped threw our hearts was unreal we stayed with jakey till 5 in the morning holdin him praying he would wake up. It destroyed us walkin out of the hospital without our little man knowin we was never going to see that gorgous smile that would brighten up every morning again.
They put it down to cot death. It wasnt until the postmortem was done that we found out it was pneumonia. It just wouldnt sink in because jakey wasnt poorly like you'd expect someone who had pneumonia would be.
Its been 6 months since our little man passed away an the pain is still just as bad as it was the night jakey got his angel wings an it will never go away. I would give anything to have our baby boy back our hearts ache for him we miss him so much life will never be the same again without him.

Mummy an daddy think about you every minute of every day duck duck we love an miss you more then words can ever say, sleeptight our beautiful little angel big kiss x x MWAH x x an loads of cuddles for you baby boy x x x x x x x x x x



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This poem was written by a terminally ill young girl in a
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It was sent by a medical doctor -Make sure to read what is in the closing statement
AFTER THE POEM.

SLOW DANCE

Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground?

Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?

You better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Do you run through each day On the fly?
When you ask How are you?
Do you hear the reply?

When the day is done Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores Running through your head?

You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.



Ever told your child, We'll do it tomorrow?
And in your haste, Not see his sorrow?

Ever lost touch, Let a good friendship die, Cause you never had time
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You'd better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there.
When you worry and hurry through your day,
It is like an unopened gift....
Thrown away.

Life is not a race.
Do take it slower
Hear the music
Before the song is over.

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Dear All:
PLEASE pass this mail on to everyone you know - even to those you don't know! It is the request of a special girl who will soon leave this world due to cancer.

This young girl has 6 months left to live, and as her dying wish, she wanted to send a letter telling everyone to live their life to the fullest, since she never will.

She'll never make it to prom, graduate from high school, or get married and have a family of her own.

By you sending this to as many people as possible, you can give her and her family a
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