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Hi Mandy
Reagans 1st birthday and i feel so mixed up. I know sarah will be so hurt and upset that she is missing this day and my heart breaks even more for reagan who has been left without his mummy.
Going to see Sarah in a bit then will go to see Reagan so will have to go back to the play acting with the mask on my face pretending i am okay. At least i can have a sob at the cemetery before i go.
The pain gets worse not easier and i have Sarahs birthday on 19th January so another blow still to come.
Why is life so cruel that young girls who had everythig to live for were taken away leaving scum still living and breathing in this earth?
sorry to burden you, just feeling really low at moment, hope you are okay and hopefully 2009 will not deal us any more cruel blows.
Give a hug to your little one for me
Bev x x x
Hi Mandy
Yesterday was so painful in the morning. I really cracked up. I was at the cemetery at some unearthly hour sobbing at Sarahs grave until Dean, my partner who I dont live with anymore turned up and took me home.
I went to see Reagan and could see Scott was struggling and his mum was so worried about him. He went out when i was at their house, i dont think he could look at me at that moment.
I went back to the cemetery before I went to my mums for dinner and after 10 mins Scott turned up, took one look at me and said "its hard isnt it"
That was all i needed, i broke down big time and upset him also.
He brought Reagan last night and asked if he could stay and i think his mum was worried, she kept calling and my other daughter came to stay, they said they did not want to leave us so we ended up drinking until after 12 when I thought "right, christmas day over" and i went to bed.
At least we have Reagan who is a joy, i can only imagine how you must feel, i hope eventually we can remember them with love and happiness not tears and pain but i dont know if this day will ever come.
Take care Mandy
Bev
i;ll b thinking of u and try and have a good xmas and new yr xxxxxxxxxx
Just wanted to let you know Im thinking of you and all your FamilyI know its hard but please try and have a good Christmas love as always xxx
hi just popped in to wish you a safe and care free 2009 God bless you and your family xx xx xx
merry xmas and a happy new year, i hope 2009 is a good year for you
Wishing You & Your Family a Merry Christmas & A Healthy & Wealthy 2009. xxx
The Christmas Gift of Knowing You
The Christmas season fills our hearts with joy;
Bright, happy days bring special kinds of pleasure.
We're wrapped in the excitement of it all,
The sights, the sounds, the smells, the tastes we treasure.
Yet when we have some quiet time to think
About our finest blessings all year through,
We focus on our family and our friends,
And appreciate the gift of knowing you!
By Joanna Fuchs
hi mandy hope you don,t mind me writing but i have just lost my precious daughter to epilepsy, she was 28yrs old. we lost her 5wks tomorrow and are devastated. it has shocked all our family, it just does,nt feel true. it,s like a bad dream that we hav,nt woke up from. she was at coventry uni studying to be a childrens disabled nurse as she has one of her own who is 5yrs old.she,s left two girls the other one will be 9 on the 23rd dec,so as you can imagine we are not looking forward to xmas at all. no dec,s are up as my daughter loved xmas un we wont be able to cope. its a terrible shock to anyone who goes throught the trauma of epilepsy god bless you all Keeley,s mum xx
