Amanda Birkett

I for as long as I can remember have wanted to become a mummy, at the age of 20 I found I was pregnant (i was overjoyed). After waiting 9 long months to meet my precious little man on the 4th june 2009 there he was. It was the most amazong day of my life. For 11 weeks and 2 days he filled my life with happiness and joy, I loved every minute of being a mother i even enjoyed changing a nappy and when he sprayed every where I thought it was soo sweet. On Saturday 22nd august 2009 I fed him his first ever baby rusk and he loved it, unfortunatley it was his first and last. The following morning was the worst day of my life and something I thought I would never have had to experience in my life. My son was gone and there was nothing myself or my partner could do. For now and probably for the rest of my days the question could it have been different? will always be on my mind. I love you Riley my special little man, you will forever be in our hearts x x