Lynn Ashcroft

My name is Lynn, I lost my son Steven to suicide in January 2007, it was 2 days after my birthday. We loved Steven so much, and he did know, as we talked to each other in depth. There was only 19 years between us, so we wernt only Mother and Son, we were also best friends. Steven went out to work on that fatefull Friday morning, it was his favourate day of the week, he had done overtime at work the nioght before and had also gone to the gym. Less than an hour later, he had laid in front of a train, he smiled at the driver before he laid down. I think he was thanking him for taking his pain away, and to let him know that it was his intentions. Steven would not have harmed anyone, and he did not like pain in anyway whatsoever. I miss my son and always will, i love him so much, but he knew that, and i also know that he loved me as well. i just wish with all my heart that he waqs here now. Please light a candle for my son. I am not embarresed or ashamed of my son in any shape way or form, i am so honoured to have been his Mother and i always will be. I Love you Steven. Mum xxxxxxxxxxxx