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Lynn Ashcroft

  • Joined:October '08
  • Location:Lancashire
  • Age:52
  • Last Online:3 weeks ago

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My name is Lynn, I lost my son Steven to suicide in January 2007, it was 2 days after my birthday. We loved Steven so much, and he did know, as we talked to each other in depth. There was only 19 years between us, so we wernt only Mother and Son, we were also best friends. Steven went out to work on that fatefull Friday morning, it was his favourate day of the week, he had done overtime at work the nioght before and had also gone to the gym. Less than an hour later, he had laid in front of a train, he smiled at the driver before he laid down. I think he was thanking him for taking his pain away, and to let him know that it was his intentions. Steven would not have harmed anyone, and he did not like pain in anyway whatsoever. I miss my son and always will, i love him so much, but he knew that, and i also know that he loved me as well. i just wish with all my heart that he waqs here now. Please light a candle for my son. I am not embarresed or ashamed of my son in any shape way or form, i am so honoured to have been his Mother and i always will be. I Love you Steven. Mum xxxxxxxxxxxx

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Hi Lynn,

Just a note to see how you are. I hope all is well.

Barry

October 1, 2012

Thank you Lynn for the candle you left for my husband, like you I am not ashamed in any way of the way my husband chose to leave this world, he had fought his demons his entire life. Although my life is completely empty without him and I know I have a long road to heal, I also know if loved could have saved him, he would have never left me... he knew how much I loved him and I never doubted for a second his love for me. He was a wonderful man!!
You are in my heart and prayers!! God Bless you... They will always live on with us!!

January 23, 2011

(((( Lynn ))))

You are very much in my heart and prayers, I hope your remembrances of very happy birthdays with Steven in the past bring a smile to your heart and wash away all the tears that come as they will. Lots of love to you, you are a wonderful Mum. I wrote my reply to your letter before I realized, today is Steven“s birthday. I can just see our angels now, having a great party there in Heaven and very much at peace, which is what they were seeking.
Love to you,
Melinda xxxxxx

September 1, 2010

Lynn,
I am so sorry for your loss of your son Steven and your Mom. Barry

August 3, 2010

Thank you for Jasmine“s candle Lynn xXx

July 28, 2010
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