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Lynn Ashcroft

  • Joined:October '08
  • Location:Lancashire
  • Age:48
  • Last Online:Last night

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My name is Lynn, I lost my son Steven to suicide in January 2007, it was 2 days after my birthday. We loved Steven so much, and he did know, as we talked to each other in depth. There was only 19 years between us, so we wernt only Mother and Son, we were also best friends. Steven went out to work on that fatefull Friday morning, it was his favourate day of the week, he had done overtime at work the nioght before and had also gone to the gym. Less than an hour later, he had laid in front of a train, he smiled at the driver before he laid down. I think he was thanking him for taking his pain away, and to let him know that it was his intentions. Steven would not have harmed anyone, and he did not like pain in anyway whatsoever. I miss my son and always will, i love him so much, but he knew that, and i also know that he loved me as well. i just wish with all my heart that he waqs here now. Please light a candle for my son. I am not embarresed or ashamed of my son in any shape way or form, i am so honoured to have been his Mother and i always will be. I Love you Steven. Mum xxxxxxxxxxxx



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LYNN, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR LIGHTING A CANDAL FOR MY SOM, MICHAEL DRUMMOND. YOU KNOW THE SHEAR AGONY THAT DOES NOT LESSEN WHEN YOU LOSE YOUR ONLY SON. MIKE WAS VERY TALENTED: PLUMBING, CARPENTRY, VEHICLE MACHANICS, ELECTRICAL, BODY WORK, ETC. THE FAMILY MOTTO WAS "MIKEY CAN FIX ANYTHING". HE HID HIS PAIN SO WELL. I, TOO, AM PROUD TO BE HIS MOTHER. HE WAS LOVED BY SO MANY AND WILL ALWAYS BE IN OUR HEARTS. THANK YOU, AGAIN. JUDY

Thursday afternoon

Thank you, so much, for lighting a candle for my father. It means a lot, Im so young and it sucks not having a father to grow up with. I love him, and I'm very, very sorry about your son. God bless, Leah.

1 week ago

Lynn, when i read your tribute to your Steven i had tears rolling down my face, i think you are the bravest woman on earth and god bless you......Oops! i nearly forgot....thank you so much for lighting a candle for Stephen it means so much to me god bless you and your girls xxx

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If only our son..
Could sail home on a boat
We would have tears in our eyes..
And a lump in our throat.

If only our son..
Could sail down from heaven..
And across the sea..
That would mean the world to me.

If only our son..
Could really do this..
We would hold our Steven so tight..
And give him a kiss.xxxx

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copyright ~~ Jackie Thomas 01/08/09

2 weeks ago

Dear Lynn,
I want to thank you for your frienship and to let you know my heart goes out to you! It just hurst so bad to lose our children...My only saving grace is that I know we will see them again one day. God Bless you and I hope to hear from you soon...
your friend,
Gail Kenyon

4 weeks ago
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