Lyndsey Brown Was Bacon

im 31 years old, im married to baby robert step daddy carl the love of my life. the day i lost robert it broke my heart i was 23 weeks and 6 days it was 1.04am on a sunday (31/1/99). robert was 11oz, i held him my arms for hours. it's hard to tell anyone how i was feeling cos inside i didnt know. i just wanted to close myself off from everyone. all i know is a wanted my boy. later that year i found out that i was having twins, i was sick with worry, then on the 13th nov 1999 i went in to labour. my babies wasnt due till 11th jan 2000. roberts little brother and sister was born, ben was 3lb 14 half oz and shania was 3lb 12 half oz. they was in hospital for 4 weeks and they had lots of problems and i know that robert was looking after them. then on 22nd aug 2003 roberts other little sister demi was born 7lb 10 half oz. we all wish my little man was here with us love to you son xxxx

my grandparents mag and david are here in my garden too. i lived with them from being a young child and i called them mum and dad they both were my world and i miss them both so very much.

i would like to thank every one who visits my garden and lights a candle xxx