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Lucy Proctor

  • Joined:July '09
  • Location:London
  • Age:28
  • Last Online:Thursday evening

About me

My partner Steve and I have been together for 11 years. We have always taken our time over everything in our relationship so deciding to start a family 8 years in was not a surprise.

We originally started trying for Bobby back in October 2006. I expected to have to wait for at least 6 months but 6 months came and went. So did a year and then came and went 2 years. In December 2008 we were told that I had 'unexplained infertility'.

1st March 2009 a miracle had happened. We got a BFP.

Being in love with this little miracle inside my belly, was not enough to keep him alive.

My waters broke at 19+5 weeks due to an infection and at 22+1 weeks the umbilical cord prolapsed causing Bobby's death and me to go through the worst experience of my life - giving birth to our first born Son on the 3rd July 2009 at 5:48am.

Every day is a struggle but he will always be with us until our end, when we will finally get the chance to be proper parents to our much missed baby Son.

xox



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4 weeks ago

i am so sorry for lose its so hard every day i have lost three little angels they are all together now thank you for lighting a candle for my little ones with love debbie gray xxx

September 19, 2009

Hi Lucy,
yeah im on BC , Im in a couple of groupswith you , theres a lotsof ladies from BC on here isnt there ?

September 12, 2009

sorry for you loss i understand how hard it is read the poem on my memorial called im sorry mummy it helped me alot i lost my daughter on the 17th feb 2009 after losing a son 3 years and 5 days before that we all have angels watching and protecing us from the sky where their love will always fly hugs to u

July 8, 2009

Sorry to hear your loss. I also lost my son last June 3,2009. He was born at 22 weeks+ 5 days. He weighed 570gms. There is nothing anybody can say to lessen the pain but hang on in there...

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