Louise McGhee

I'm Louise McGhee, am 24 from Halfway, Cambuslang in Glasgow!

I have recently lost my baby girl Khianna, she was stillborn on 9th April. She was absolutely perfect in every way, can't believe she's gone. Khianna was also born on my sisters birthday which made things even harder! When its my sisters birthday i'll always think about what i should be doin with my daughter for her birthday.
Khianna is missed by everyone, even people who never got to see her! The people who got to see Khianna in person besides myself and her daddy were her 2 Granny's, her auntie Charlene & my cousin Cheryl. It must have been a hard thing for them to do, but i know they're glad they came to see her cos they would have regreted it because she was so gorgeous!
They say time is a great healer, but i'll never heal from this. When my daughter died, a part of me went with her. You hear of this happening to people but you NEVER expect it to happen to you or anyone close to you!
People may move on and forget, but i'll never forget!

Please light a candle for Khianna!

Please don't tell me you know how i feel,
unless you have lost your child too
Please dont tell me my heart will heal,
because that is just not true.
Please dont tell me my daughter is in a better place it is not true she should be here with me
dont tell me that someday i'll hear her voice and see her face,
beyond today i cannot see.
Dont tell me it's time to move on,
because i cannot.
Don't tell me to face the fact that she has gone,
because denial is somthing i cannot stop.
Don't tell to be thankful for the time i had
because i wanted more time.
Don't tell me when i'm my old self you will be glad
i'll never be as i was before.

What you can tell me is you will be here for me,
that you will listen when i talk of my daughter.
You can share with me my precious memories,
you can even cry with me for a while.
And please dont hesitate to say her name
because it is somthing i long to hear everyday.
Friend, please realise, i can never be the same,
but if you stand by me,
you may like the new person i become someday!


Fly fly little wings! Love you forever gorgeous girl x

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