Louise Davies

i have a little angel in heaven his name is kyle he left our world on the 20th of october 2008 21weeks to soon, i have recently given birth to a baby sister for kyle she was 15weeks early but is doing so well, i no that kyle is watching down on her and guiding her in the right direction.

when i found out i was pregnant
i wasnt scared at all.
i walked around head held high
proud and walking tall.
i wasnt scared of telling mum
i was only 16,
although i knew deep down inside
she would shout at me.
i wasnt scared of being alone
day after day i would be in my home
i would be happy to have you as my only company
i didnt tell your daddy i knew hoe he'd react i wantwed you all to myself
was that a stupid act?
i wasnt scared of getting dirty
or long sleepless nights,
i would wrap you up and
place you in your baby crib,
even spoil you i might. the things i wasnt scared of were the easyest things to do
but baby what i was scared of was the thought of loosing you
i was scared of being lonely and laying awake all through the nights having no baby in my arms was my bigest fright i should of thought more deeply about the obsticles in life, i really would of loved you baby and this you need to no because what it took to let you go no-one will ever no xox

thinking of you is easy i do it every day
missing you is the hardest part that never goes away x