Lena Vincent

A big thank you for coming to this site, weve all got one thing in common, and lossed some one so special, your loss like mine is unreplacable like the words of the song i live my life "behind the painted smile"

Naomi
was the youngest of my two daughters she was tragically killed while on her way to work, Naomi was a beautiful girl on the outside as well as the inside. Her loss has been hard for me to bare. ive never felt pain like this, nothing can compare the loss of a child.. each day i miss her more than i can put into words,from the time i wake to the time i go to sleep she is constantly on my mind, im still waitin for her to run in from work and greet me with "hello mother dearest" cause she knew it was a pet hate of mine to be called mother... so i called her "daughter dearest" or "my little chocolate baby" cus that is what she is and will always be.....
because of my grieve i didnt consider what my eldest daughter was going through and( i let her down, i can say that) it took me some time to realise that she lossed her sister and her best friend and was greiving just as much as me. we didnt break down in front of each other as we both were trying to support each other,theres no right way or wrong way to grieve, theres no book to follow, we just cope any way we can.
its been an emotional roller coaster, never two days the same nothin will ever be the same , the things you take for granted ...well.the one thing i can say is each and every day i thank that i had the pleasure of bringin a beautiful child into this world that touch the hearts of so many people. and that love and bond is unbreakable.
love you always Omi my little star my little chocolate baby my Naomi xx