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Kelly James

  • Joined:October '08
  • Location:Grimsby
  • Age:21
  • Last Online:Last night

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hi everyone my name is kelly and im 21 my husband jakes daddy is nigel. we tried for a year to get pregnant andwen we finally did it went wrong. jake was and is our life people see us laughing and think tht we are over jake but this is not and never will b true as we can never get over jake the best we can do is to try and get on with our lives as best we can without jake we will love him forever and miss him eternelly

You ask me how I'm feeling,






but do you really want to know?
The moment I try telling you
You say you have to go

You ask me how I'm holding up,
but do you really care?
The second I try to speak my heart,
You start squirming in your chair.

Because I am so lonely,
you see, no one comes around,
I'll take the words I want to say
And quietly choke them down.

Everyone avoids me now,
Because they don't know what to say
They tell me I'll be there for you,
then turn and walk away.

Call me if you need me,
that's what everybody said,
But how can I call you and scream
into the phone,
My God, my child is dead?

I am tired of pretending
as my heart pounds in my chest,
I say things to make you comfortable,
but my soul finds no rest.

How can I tell you things
that are too sad to be told,
of the helplessness of holding a child
who in your arms grows cold?

Maybe you can tell me,
How should one behave,
who's had to follow their childs casket,
watched it perched above a grave?

You cannot imagine
what it was like for me that day
to place a final kiss upon that box,
and have to turn and walk away.

If you really love me,
and I believe you do,
if you really want to help me,
here is what I need from you.

Sit down beside me,
reach out and take my hand,
Say "My friend, I've come to listen,
I want to understand."

Just hold my hand and listen
that's all you need to do,
And if by chance I shed a tear,
it's alright if you do to.


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.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.ALL MY GTS FRIENDS SUDDEN DEATH IN MY FAMILY*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.

ITS WITH SAD REGRET TO INFORM YOU ALL THAT MY UNCLE SUDDENLY PASSED AWAY ON THURSDAY MORNING,HE LIVED IN GLASGOW WITH MY AUNTIE EILEEN, MY AUNTIE WAS LEFT UP THERE WITH NO FAMILY TO SUPPORT HER AT THIS TIME,SO ON THURSDAY I WENT UP THERE I BROUGHT HER BACK TO MY HOME,SHES WITH ME NOW AND WILL BE STAYING WITH ME TILL FRIDAY FOR THE FUNERAL SO IM UNABLE TO COME ON HERE AT THE MOMENT,HOPE TO SPEAK TO YOU VERY SOON.

LOVE TO YOU AND ALL YOUR ANGELS CLARE XXX

~My Cyber Friends~

I haven't ever seen you,
But I know you're really there;
I click you into reality
Like magic from the air.
Your voice is like an angel,
Though I really do not hear;
Your hug as warm as any
Of loved ones I hold dear.
You're always there for comfort,
Or a word of cheer;
Though you are very far away,
I always have you near.
You're a very special friend,
Like none I've ever known;
As long as you're in cyberspace
I'll never be alone.

Thursday evening

THANKYOU SO MUCH FOR ALL YOU DO FOR ME AND MY NICOLA, ESPECIALY FOR HER BIRTHDAY AND ANGEL DAY, NICOLA HAS HAD SO MANY PICTURES TRIBUTES GIFTS AND CANDLES I CANNOT THANKYOU ENOUGH, I HAVE BEEN STRUGLING THIS PAST WEEK BUT WHEN I SEE ALL THE KIND THINGS MY FREINDS PUT ON FOR NIC IT MAKES ME FEEL THAT MUCH BETTER, YOUR SOOO KIND LOVE TO YOU AND YOUR ANGELS SHIRLEY XXXXXXX. I WILL BE BACK ON TOMOROW TO LIGHT MY ANGELS CANDLES XXXXXXXXX

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Thank you for visiting Casey today. With love from Karen x

Thursday evening

I have a little Angel She way up in the sky ,
Ive told Her to watch over you ,She replied ok But why ?
I told Her i really love you , you mean so much To me ,She said Shell take much care of you , to How your life should be ,
So when you feel the warmth at night ,Shes Letting you know Shes near ,
Shes right beside where ever you go ,
Shell wipe away all your tears
Send this on to your special friends and family You really love !
Let them know you Love them
I JUST DID !!!!!!!!!
Lots of love Rose xxxxx

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