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Kelly James

  • Joined:October '08
  • Location:Grimsby
  • Age:21
  • Last Online:5 hours ago

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hi everyone my name is kelly and im 21 my husband jakes daddy is nigel. we tried for a year to get pregnant andwen we finally did it went wrong. jake was and is our life people see us laughing and think tht we are over jake but this is not and never will b true as we can never get over jake the best we can do is to try and get on with our lives as best we can without jake we will love him forever and miss him eternelly

You ask me how I'm feeling,






but do you really want to know?
The moment I try telling you
You say you have to go

You ask me how I'm holding up,
but do you really care?
The second I try to speak my heart,
You start squirming in your chair.

Because I am so lonely,
you see, no one comes around,
I'll take the words I want to say
And quietly choke them down.

Everyone avoids me now,
Because they don't know what to say
They tell me I'll be there for you,
then turn and walk away.

Call me if you need me,
that's what everybody said,
But how can I call you and scream
into the phone,
My God, my child is dead?

I am tired of pretending
as my heart pounds in my chest,
I say things to make you comfortable,
but my soul finds no rest.

How can I tell you things
that are too sad to be told,
of the helplessness of holding a child
who in your arms grows cold?

Maybe you can tell me,
How should one behave,
who's had to follow their childs casket,
watched it perched above a grave?

You cannot imagine
what it was like for me that day
to place a final kiss upon that box,
and have to turn and walk away.

If you really love me,
and I believe you do,
if you really want to help me,
here is what I need from you.

Sit down beside me,
reach out and take my hand,
Say "My friend, I've come to listen,
I want to understand."

Just hold my hand and listen
that's all you need to do,
And if by chance I shed a tear,
it's alright if you do to.


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Dear God:

The lady reading this
is beautiful, classy and
strong, and I love
her.

Help her live her life to
the fullest.

Please promote her and
cause her to excel above her expectations.

Help her shine in the
darkest places where it is impossible to love.

Protect her at all
times, lift her up when she needs you the most,

and

let her know when she
walks with you,

She will always be
safe.

Love you Girl!!!!


Now you're on the
clock!!!!

In 9 minutes something
will make you happy. ;-)

But you have to tell 9
sisters you love them, including me. Go!!!!

(****PLEASE READ REGARDING HOLIDAY****)
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JUST TO LET ALL MY GTS FRIENDS KNOW THAT I WILL BE AWAY ON HOLIDAY FROM TOMORROW MORNING (29TH OCTOBER 2009) GOING TO SHARM EL SHEIKH FOR TWO WEEKS SO ILL BE BACK ON TO CATCH UP WITH YOUR LOVED ONES TRIBUTES WHEN I GET BACK. LOVE TO YOU AND ALL YOUR ANGELS CLARE x x x
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Hello Friend

I Will Be Here

� Angie Flores


When your sad and depressed,
I will be here to put a smile on your face.

When your angry and frustrated,
I will be here to calm you down.

When your hurt and in tears,
I will be here to wipe them away and mend the pain.

When your lonely and have no one,
I will be here to comfort you.

When your feeling unloved and unwanted,
I will be here to tell you how very important you are.

When your having a bad day and need to lash out,
I will be here to let you let off steam, you can yell at me.

When there is something on your mind that you need to say,
I will be here to listen and understand.

When your lost in confusion,
I will be here to help you figure things out.

When you feel like your going crazy,
I will be here to bring you back to sanity.

When you are so overwhelmed and need to get away,
I will be here with open arms so we can runaway together.

When your scared and frightened,
I will be here to protect you and make you feel safe.

When you are full of worries,
I will be here to worry with you.

I promise that I will always be here for my loved ones, today, tomorrow and forever!
xxxxxxxxxx

A SMILE JUST FOR YOU......

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Smiling is infectious you catch it like the flu
When someone smiled at me today i started smiling too
I passed around the corner and someone saw my grin
When he smiled i realized i'd passed it on to him
I thought about that smile then i realized its worth
A single smile just like mine could travel round the earth
So if you feel a smile begin dont leave it undetected
Lets start an epidemic quick and get the world infected

Keep the smile going by sending it to a FRIEND
EVERYONE NEEDS A SMILE !!!!!!

♥DEAREST FRIEND♥

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▒▒▒▒▒ Have a friend, is a Grace ▒▒▒▒▒
▒▒▒▒ Maintain a friend, is a Virtue ▒▒▒▒
▒▒▒▒But, having a Friend like YOU ▒▒▒▒
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▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ Great Blessing! ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒
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Love Clare x x x

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