Kelly Boyd Charlies Mommy

me and my partner keep loseing our babies though miscariage they have gone to rest in heaven, we lost our last baby sunday 04/10/08 at 01.10am, we seen our little angel, it looked so perfect, inocent, so pure. we have named our little angel, CHARLIE STEATHAM. we know our little angel will be with us every day in everythink we do we know our little angel will guide us through our life. we will never forget you sweetheart you will live forever in our hearts, although your in heaven and were on earth we will never be far apart. we love you our darling,heavenly baby angel, rest in peace our angel baby. x x x x love u forever mommy and daddy. we have been informed that we have lost two little angles not one as we thought. what a shock , its made our hearts so much heavier, but still plenty of love to go round here on earth and for all the angels in heaven our love always too all of them x x x x x

14/01/09

TODAY DADDY AND ME WENT TO THE HOSPITAL TO GET YOUR POST MORTEN RESULTS AND OUR BLOOD TEST RESULTS. WE WERE TOLD THAT UR RESULTS WERE ALL NORMAL ALTHOUGH YOU WERE TO TINY FOR THEM TO EXAMINE YOUR ORGANS AND THEY DIDNT HAVE ENUFF OF THE PLACENTA TO TEST. X X MOMMY AND DADDYS BLOOD TEST RESULTS WERE ALL FINE TOO SO WE ARE SO SORRY THAT WE WILL NEVER KNOW THE REAL REASON WHY WE WERE PARTED FROM YOU BUT WE WILL NEVER FORGET YOU OR STOP LOVEING YOU WE THINK ABOUT OUR ANGEL BABIES ALL THE TIME WITH SO MUCH LOVE AND FEELING A BIG PART OF US IS MISSING WE WILL NEVER FEEL FULLY COMPLETE WITH OUT OUR BABIES. THERE IS A POSSIBILITY THAT MOMMY WAS CARRYING TWO OF YOU IN ONE SAC AND THE BLEED STARTED AT 5WKS AS WE LOST YOUR BROTHER OR SISTER AND THE BLEED NEVER STOPED THERE FOR IT TOOK YOU TOO BUT MEDICALLY THAT WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO BE PROOFED. X X WHILE WE WERE AT THE HOSPITAL MOMMY HAD A SCAN AND WE FOUND THAT MOMMY IS CARRYING YOUR BROTHER OR SISTER, AS IM 10WKS PREGNANT EVERY THINK LOOKED GREAT ON THE SCAN NO BLEEDING AND A STRONG HEARTBEAT SO WE ARE PRAYING EVERY THINK WILL BE OK THIS TIME ALTHOUGH ME AND DADDY ARE STILL VERY SCARED WE HAVE ANOTHER SCAN IN 2WKS TO MAKE SURE THERES STILL A HEARTBEAT AND THAT EVERY THINK IS OK X X X X X WE WORKED IT OUT AND MOMMMY BECAME PREG ONE DAY B 4 MY VERY LIGHT FIRST PERIOD AFTER LOOSING YOU IN WHICH WAS A BIT OF A SHOCK. WE WANT OUR ANGELS TO KNOW THAT NOTHING AND NO ONE COULD OR WOULD EVER REPLACE THEM, AND IF OUR BABY IS OK HE OR SHE WILL BE VERY SPECIAL TO US AND EVERY TIME WE HOLD,FEED KISS AND CUDDLE HIM OR HER WE WILL BE THINKING OF OUR ANGEL BABIES TOO AND WILL BE SENT A MILLION FLOATING KISSES UP TO HEAVEN FOR YOU X X X WE MISS YOU ALL DEARLY AND ALWAYS WILL WE WILL NEVER FORGET YOU ALL X X




thank you to every one for helping to keep our baby angels memory alive sorry ive not got back to every one buts its a busy time at the moment but we still think of you all and send u all our love x x x x x thank you so much x