Katie Pike Charlies Mummy

I HAVE BEEN LUCKY ENOUGH TO GIVE BIRTH TO FOUR BEAUTIFUL SONS AND A BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTER TOO. SADLY MY YOUNGEST SON CHARLIE WAS ONLY GIVEN FOR A SHORT WHILE. THIS IS THE MOST DEVASTATING THING TO HAPPEN TO ME MY HUSBAND STU WE HAVE BEEN MARRIED FOROVER 13YRS AND HAVE SEEN OUR FAIR SHARE OF LIFES UPS AND DOWNS.BUT NOTHING IN LIFE CAN PREPARE YOU FOR SOMETHING SO GUT WRENCHING AS THE DEATH OF YOUR OWN CHILD. IT HAS DEVASTATED MY TWO ELDEST SONS ALSO. WHO WERE 10YRS OLD AND 7YRS OLD AT THE TIME.THEY GOT TO BOND WITH THER BROTHER IN THE WAY NORMAL SIBLINGS DO THEY WERE PROTECTIVE OF HIM AND FOUND IT SO HARD WHEN WE COULD DO NO MORE TO HELP HIM SURVIVE. I FEEL MOST PEOPLE WHO HAVE NEVER LOST A CHILD SEE IT AS NOT BEING SO BAD AS I HAVE SO MANY OTHER CHILDREN. BELIEVE ME THIS IS NOT TRUE EACH LITTLE LIFE IS SPECIAL IN THERE OWN RIGHT AND LOVED AS MUCH AS THE OTHERS WHETHER THERE SEX BE GIRL BOY OR UNDETERMINED. I LOVE ALL MY CHILDREN WITH EVERY FIBRE OF MY BEING WHETHER THEY ARE OF THIS EARTH OR HEAVEN.