Juliet Crosby

I am Samantha Mum and even though she was serverly handicapped i loved her so much,I am lucky as I still have two wonderfull Sons who give me the strength and love too go forward and smile at life on happy times.
Zena was my neice and for 13yrs i lived in Plymouth and for 4 years Zena and her sister Katrina spent there summer holidays with me we got up to so many stupid things water fights, beach days, they were like my two step daughters, Zena death i could not grasp at the time as i had not greived for my own daughters death at that time, yet time took it's toll and eventually with help i was able to come to terms with them passing to the heavens above, Karen death was too much, i had a heart attack the day befor her funeral, so i missed that, and never got to say goodby yet i nearly joined her, Karen ment the world to me, On my 50th birthday she gave me and J on a chain and i have not taken it off since then so even though she has Joined Samantha and Zena up above i carry her with me everyday,....Life can be so cruel and My in my heart I feel for Katrina for loosing a cousin , sister and mum and thats a lot to bear at 40 yrs old,.......Life goes on but with each loss we are never the same ...god Bless