Julia Warren

I became ill when pregnant the hospital suspected a stroke ,10days later they convinced me to have a ct scan and a lumber puncture which they messed up 4 doctors had at least 6 trys each before getting the fluid from my spine,the proceedure took them 4 hours to get right its meant to be about 20mins ,they discharged me because they said everything was ok next day I started labour. I was re-admitted and sent home 4 days later with some asprin still having contractions I lost my Mollie at midnight of that night in a differant hospital after being in labour for a week.Mollie was so tiny she fit in the palm of my hand everything was perfectly formed just so tiny the smallest feet i have ever seen, your not meant to see your baby when she's that tiny I've never got over it dont know if i ever will, i wish i knew how. The part that made it so hard to deal with is ,when my son Damian aged 21 was 8mths old I lost one of my fallopian tubes the one I had left became tangled with my overy , another hospital blunder. I was told then if I wanted more children I would need IVF so when i found I was pregnant 18years later it was something of a miracle even the nurses said it was ,if I had refused the CT scan and that lumber puncture my baby would have been four this year for that reason I HATE being ME