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Juanita Heffler

  • Joined:June '09
  • Location:Dartmouth, Nova Scotia
  • Age:30
  • Last Online:2 weeks ago

About me

Me and my husband thought our life was complete when we had our daughter Aug/06. But something was never right, I could always feel it, but the doctors kept telling me that I was just a first time mom and we tend to worry too much. When Onika was diagnosed with her brain tumor our lives changed from that moment on.Every decision we made was for Onika, we never put ourselves first, some of the hardest decisions I have ever had to make and never want to make again. Onika was truly an angel, she was so happy the whole time she was sick, which made it difficult at times to make decisions. But I felt she was guiding us and she would let us know when she had enough and when she just could not fight anymore, and she did. I miss her with all my heart and don't think I will ever feel the same. I would do anything to just hold her in my arms again :'(
We decided to start trying again for another baby, we found out we were pregnant in April, we were so excited and happy, but then I had a miscarriage at the end of April, life seems so tough at times.
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The Cord
We are connected,
My child and I, by
An invisible cord
Not seen by the eye.

It's not like the cord
That connects us 'til birth
This cord can't been seen
By any on Earth.

This cord does it's work
Right from the start.
It binds us together
Attached to my heart.

I know that it's there
Though no one can see
The invisible cord
From my child to me.

The strength of this cord
Is hard to describe.
It can't be destroyed
It can't be denied.

It's stronger than any cord
Man could create
It withstands the test
Can hold any weight.

And though you are gone,
Though you're not here with me,
The cord is still there
But no one can see.

It pulls at my heart
I am bruised...I am sore,
But this cord is my lifeline
As never before.

I am thankful that God
Connects us this way
A mother and child
Death can't take it away!

Author Unknown



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A friend is someone we treasure,
for our friendship is a gift.
A friend is someone who fills our lives,
with beauty
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And make the world we live in,
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4 weeks ago

“May God grant you always…….
A sunbeam to warm you,
A moonbeam to charm you,
A sheltering, Angel so nothing can harm you.
Laughter to cheer you. Faithful friends near you.
And whenever you pray, Heaven to hear you.”

July 9, 2009

Good Morning Juanita, how are you hun? Just wanted to bless you today, you are in my prayers.
(((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))xx

July 8, 2009

Hey Sweetie, you are welcome. You know it only takes a few minutes to write someone something nice. I have always beleived in doing so. Hope you are doing good today Hun. Take care and God Bless you!!!
Mary xx

July 3, 2009

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. * * . * . * *SPECIAL xxx

June 30, 2009
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