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Joy C

  • Joined:December '08
  • Location:Cardiff
  • Age:54
  • Last Online:Yesterday evening

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JAMES IS MUCH BETTER NOW. MANY THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO HAS SENT THEIR BEST WISHES, YOU'VE HELPED SO MUCH XXXX

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SORRY I'VE NOT SENT ANY CANDLES THIS WEEK BUT MY SON JAMES HAS HAD A MOTOR BIKE ACCIDENT. HE'S BROKEN HIS ANKLE IN 3 PLACES BUT HAS HAD TO HAVE AN EMERGENCY SPLEEN REMOVAL YESTERDAY. HE WAS IN A BAD WAY FOR A WHILE BUT IS NOW ON THE MEND. I THINK ALAN WAS HIS GUARDIAN ANGEL. LOVE TO YOU AND YOUR ANGELS XXXXXX

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My son Alan who was 31 died on the 27th of October 2008. He was the eldest of 4 sons and an absolute star. We have just found out (1st June 2009) that Alan died of a Heroin overdose. This didnt come as a surprise because he had a drug habit that he found so difficult to control. He tried every day, and did manage to beat it for months at a time, but this time the habit beat him.

He was a wonderful, funny, very loving son. We all adored him, but life was so hard for him to handle. After 7 months it still feels so unreal, and i miss him like mad. I feel that he is about to walk in the door at any moment. It cant be real but it is!

In 1976 Alans big sister and our first child Moreen was born with Spinabifida. She lost her fight for life 33 days later. She was so beautiful with red hair and big blue eyes just like her brother.

In 1988 their little brother Lewis was still born. He was a bouncing 8'12ozs and had the same red hair. Born already an angel. I know they are all together.

God Bless you all. Till we meet again my Angels xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx



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I have a little Angel She way up in the sky ,
Ive told Her to watch over you ,She replied ok But why ?
I told Her i really love you , you mean so much To me ,She said Shell take much care

of you , to How your life should be ,
So when you feel the warmth at night ,Shes Letting you know Shes near ,
Shes right beside where ever you go ,
Shell wipe away all your tears

Last night

yes im ok, have my moments... dont want christmas then new year...
then it will be 2 years for carl so feeling down but you get on with it
i ask myself why our lovely 2 boys had 2 go .
i feel so bad that i couldnt help you, i pray,d that i would never see anyone i knew go through the same pain as me.
but the good lord did not listen 2 me but then he didnt listen2 me when i asked him 2 bring carl back and take me,.. well there you go nobody listens 2 me .... [ i must be a bad bugger ] ha ha laugh out load .
well i feel better know after that little moan......... do you like carls photos
lush arnt they , im getting so good at this lap top can use 3 fingers know ha ha... well it was lovely hearing from you all my love and hugs karan xxx

Yesterday evening

hi joy hope you are ok... what a lovely boy your james is love him,said he is always there if i need him [god bless him] i could give him a big hug .
he always sees if im ok in work, he always lights my day .
well all my love karan xxxx

Yesterday afternoon


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So many stars above me
Shining way up high
For each & every Angel
Is like a diamond in the sky

They sparkle with such beauty
Like tiny drops of dew
And when you see them twinkle
Your Angels sending love to you

Monday evening

Our Friendship...

I wanted to thank you,
but I couldn't explain,
what it means to have a friend
to share life's joys and pains.
It's good to know our friendship
is one of endless devotion,
forged out of respect
and every kind emotion;
it's patient and forgiving,
never failing or forsaking
when a hand is outstretched
or a heart is breaking;
it's ever faithful
even when the world condemns,
and sparkles in the darkness
like a rare and precious gem.
And it does my heart well
at the end of the day
to know you'll never be
farther than an email away.

I can't tell you how much,
your friendship means to me,
but thank you, friend! With Love Ann...xXxXxXx

5 days ago
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