Joyce Collins

Hi, my name is nicky im 49yrs old ,my beloved partner Tony died 4 weeks ago in his sleep age 49, i am 2 say the least distraught Tony was a police officer, a big strapping fella,6ft1+weighed in at a healthy 19 stone.,Tony worked shfts+often went 2 bed for an hour or so of an afternoon. i had been stayin in my daughters i had beeen ther for 3 days, tony rang me about 3/4 times a day+then would text goodnite i didnt hear from him for 3 days+his phone wen i rang went 2 the answer msge,,i rang his mum+told her +she said she,d not heard either i said 2 my grandaughter, get in the car+lets go and see what granpa,s up2,outside our house wer 4 police cars,,the inspector called me,his actual words to me were,nicky tony has died, he sed,,tony is dead,.i screamed cried, coudnt breath ,coudnt talk,walk,my beloved tony, had been dead in bed for 3 day,s,,he went 2 bed for an hour or so as per normal+died in his sleep,,a blessing in 1 way i suppose.im still in denial,,unable to accept it/cant stop cryin /the feelin in my chest like my heart is breakin wont go away, im so lost,,dont know which way to turn,,everything reminds me of him,i know ile never be happy again,,+ no i wont get over it in time ever!,,ive never known a saddness like this ,ive no future now, not that i can see,,i hate life ,,yea the doctor gave me tablets+quoted times a great healer IS IT,IS IT REALLY,NOt..im sick of hearing awww i know how u feel nicky,+ifeel like screamin at them no u f.....g dont!.i so hope ur all feelin a tadge better+,take care, Nicky x

Nicky Hillbill

November 6, 2012

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Christmas Wishes
To A Special Friend

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¨¨¨¨¨¨**o**♥ *o* A MERRY CHRISTMAS
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¨¨¨¨**o***♥* *o* AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR
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¨¨**♥**o*****o** ♥** FOR 2011
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Many thanks for all your support and kindness you have shown demi-leigh and myself through the last year. I wish you a very merry christmas and all the very very best for 2011.
Me and demi-leigh send you all our love xxx elaine xxx.

 Xx Elaine Xx Demi-Leighs Auntie Xxx

December 22, 2010

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♥ The Sort of Friend ♥
Author Unknown

I'd like to be the sort of friend that
you have been to me;
I'd like to be the help that
you've been always glad to be;

I'd like to mean as much to you
each minute of the day
As you have meant, old friend of mine,
to me along the way.

I'd like to do the big things and
the splendid things for you,
To brush the gray from out your skies
and leave them only blue;

I'd like to say the kindly things that
I so oft have heard,
And feel that I could rouse your soul
the way that mine you've stirred.

I'd like to give you back the joy
that you have given me,
Yet that were wishing you a need
I hope will never be;

I'd like to make you feel as rich as I,
who travel on
Undaunted in the darkest hours with you to
lean upon.

I'm wishing at this time that I
could but repay
A portion of the gladness that
you've strewn along my way;

And could I have one wish this year,
this only would it be:
I'd like to be the sort of friend
that you have been to me.

 Mel Xxxxx

November 7, 2010

Flowers In Our Garden

In the garden of our life,
Every friend is a beautiful flower,
Who brightens our world,
And gives us happiness each hour.

Even though the world can be harsh,
And sometimes we feel sad,
Our friends can change all that,
And help us to feel not so bad.

Like the lovely flowers in our garden,
Friends cheer us up each day,
Giving us reason to be happy,
And taking our cares all away.

(Walter Westfall)

♥ Thanks for being a flower in my garden! ♥
Lots of love, Mel. xxxxx

 Mel Xxxxx

May 14, 2010

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Just to say I am thinking of you and your angels

With love Jill xxx

Jill Ben'S Mum Xx

February 24, 2010