Joanne McLoughlin

I am Joanne I have two wonderful boys Jack 15 and Lewis 13 they are my world and I love them so very much. I am married to Andrew have been for 14 years. I am an only child now as my two older brothers have died. Sean was only 3 weeks old when he passed away but before my parents had Sean they also had another baby. He was still born and my mum never got the chance to see him or hold him and to this day my parents do not know where he is buried or what happened to him after he was born. The midwife said to my mum that she had had a boy and that he was dead. My dad saw him for a few seconds but was never given the option of holding him he was just whisked away never to be seen. They named him David. All of my mums pre-natal notes have disappeared and there is no known knowledge of him ever being born. All of her notes just vanished into thin air. My two boys are so very lucky to have my parents as their grandparents because they dote on the boys. I think of Sean and David everyday and I hope that David is with Sean in a happier place R.I.P. boys I miss you so very much I wish I had you both in my life but Jack and Lewis make up for the fact that you are not here. I like to think that my two boys have grown into wonderful young men and that they take after you both......