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birthday love to your beautiful brave boy ♥
~ I read his story and it touched my heart ♥
Its not a place you can get to by boat or a train...
Its far far away...
Behind the moon...
Beyond the rain...
Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high...
Theres a land that I heard of ...
Once in a lullaby.
Just Like the twister in the Wizard of OZ
The nightmare came and tore my world apart...
So this long and lonely journey called grief
...has left me with a broken heart.
Dorothys journey continued over the rainbow...
So has my friends...just a little past beyond...
The Wizard of Oz and grief have so much in common...
And so the story and my journey continue on...
Somedays this journey seems long and winding
Just like the Yellow Brick Road,
Sometimes I feel I have lost my way...
And feel like I'm carrying such a heavy load.
Just Like Dorothy met the Scarecrow...the Cowardly Lion..
and the Tin Man... as she went along her way...
I too have met many compassionate people along my way..
But I have also lost just as many who shyed away.
Just like the Scarecrow wanted a brain...
I think I could use a bigger one too...
To hold my memories of sweet yesterdays...
And remember everything she used to do.
Just like the Tin Man wanted a heart...
I think I could use a new one too...
As mine is broken in a million pieces...
Somedays I just dont know what to do.
Like the Cowardly Lion who wanted some courage
I too want some courage....to help me climb this hill...
To help me keep moving through this world of grief
When the whole world seems to be standing still.
When the poppy flowers made Dorothy tired...
The Scarecrow was going to pull her along...
I too need friends to be by my side...
To listen and help me be strong.
If only this story was true
And my friend could click her shoes three times or four..
And say theres no place like home...
And she would be back in my arms once more.
If only I could also wake up from this bad dream
And go back in time...
And have my friend here once more...
And leave this thing called grief behind.
But since life is not a fairy tale...
And my wishes cannot come true,
We will remember her and all that she was
My beautiful friend...I will always love you.
Yes, my friend is somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high...
In a place that I heard of...
Once in a lullaby
Author unknown
xxx
Janette, Allan and Adam.
I'm sorry i haven't been in touch for a while. I've been so busy with exams and preparing for prom and everything. I'll try and pay a visit some time after prom and i'll bring up all of my photos for you all to have a look at. If you'd like me to that is. Hope you are all coping well and staying strong like you all are.
Thinking of you always, all our love, Sarah and family, xxxxx
you only hav to read the messages from his friends to see what a special young man he was, a son to be proud of Janette. keep yourself well , Michelle x
it is such a privalage to have known peter and you can always count on me to be influanced by the person that really has changed my life he was put on this earth for a special reason and that was to make everyone closer and happy and he knew he did his job very well i know people all miss him but peter was like a little brother such an inspuration to me and always will be look forward to speaking to you and allan again thankyou so so much iv sent a message bellow to :)
No Thankyou so so much for rasing the best friend i have ever had i worshiped the ground he walked on everything about him i miss the smile the laugh just everything the way he youst to make me laugh and i couldnt of been ccompanied by a more specialer person to mee thankyou jannete and allan if you can remember me :) your son will always be a part of me thankyou so much for bringing such a special friend into my life thankyou
Im Back To See You Again Peter Part2 Conor Quinn x (Scroll Down For Part1)
there is still a huge hole in my heart and till the day i am physically drained there always will be because once i go to sleep i know i will be minutes from talking to you once again and the world you are in is the spirit world and i will join you when my time is up then we will all enter the new world together and watch football and stuff :) i wore a blue silky tie to your funeral and a black waste coat and black plimps, black shirt and trousers did you like my tie it was british home stores special that day was the worst day of my life just to let you know goochy is going out with beth telfer now and you already know who i am going out with lauren burnham she told me that you told her about your hospitol stuff and me,lauren, goochy,beth went to a hotel just past darlington and me and rhys(goochy) had a room and they did and we stopped up till like 7am without going to sleep and we talked about you all night and i told him and he told me what a great person you where for us to we were your best buddies and to us you were our best buddies and you still are you have brought me and rhys(gooch) much closer and this very day we are best friends and your in the triangle with us just us three. you where like a piece of poetry to me you really where i gave your mom a hug and shook your dad's hand just before i left with brewster and podgey(marc moon) if they can remember my silky tie :) you lead an example in my life and i youst to control my own life but i want you to take over and you live through me and guide me the right way .. peter i really really really do love you like you meen everything to me mate you might not be here in person but you are here with me but i cant see you because you are in the spirit world Id like to say your mam and dad raised the greatest young man that mankind could ever produce and i am gratefull that i know you and laughed with you your a big thing in my life peter i love you mate dont ever forget that no one can take your place ever when i walk to laurens because she lives next to the church i walk past the church every single day and i look in your direction of your house and see your chimnee and i say out loud i love you peter ill talk to you later and i also say good morning mate i love you xxxx i will be back soon mate im going to watch formula 1 in an hour on tv then laurens coming to mine for her sunday dinner happy birthday mate i love you
THANK YOU FOR BEING A SUPER SUPER FRIEND LOVE YOU SO MUCH I WILL NEVR SAY RIP BECAUSE I BELIVE YOUR STILL HERE WATCHING ALL OF US I LOVE YOU GOOD MORNING ALSO MATE I LOVE YOU XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX 2/2
Im Back To See You Again Peter Part1
Conor Quinn
Peter the last time i posted was like the 7th october 2008 to this very day it dosen't seem real at all to me i cant think of anything to say .. right . the day i first met you was when i was in year8 and you where in year 7 because im a year older :) i had my dinner and stuff then i went into school and that was when podgey took me over to the hut and we got talking for me torchering our friends and us laughing it was always a fun time with you around me and you calling people(for a laugh) then grassing each other up haha then as days got on you where at hylton castle shops day in day out i stopped in for my dinner like once all the way threw school and every other time you where at hylton castle shops(molly's) now thats when we had some great times haha when we youst to watch people having pop fights with the 20p bottles of pop and after id had my dinner that is when id see you seen as though i only lived round corner from shop the times when id ask you to see if you where walking infront with me and id ask you what you had been up to over the past week and all youd ever tell me was awww i watched the match and went to the carivan and id be like when are you never at the carivan and youd start laughing and walking along the top of that road next to the masonetts when i walked into that lampost and bin that was funny i hope you didnt laugh :) i know you youst to be good in school you where no problem to anybody to me you where the son of god himself reincarnated and lead us the right way i love you so dearly why did it have to happen to you that is my big question i meen the bestest friend anyone could ever have and i lost that person .. well not as much lost because i know your in your house as normal probably watching the football when the leauge starts again :) seriousy peter you dont know how much you ment to me i meen when lauren (my girlfrien) told me that you where very doubtfull to live for another week i said i know he can do it he will be back to normal soon enough because i knew you where really strong but as days got on the news got worse and it seemed like god wronged me like my prayer wasnt strong enough for anything you are a examplle to a real fighter peter you have influanced those who dont fight and give in to things quite easy but you have influanced me and my life you have given me courage and for you to walk into my life and have an impact straight away on me and then walk straight out really messed me up peter you where like a human pathway to me you showed me in the right directions and you always said out loud what you thought witch was a good thing and i would have given up much quicker than you did and it just shows you how much of what you can do if you fight on and i know you could of fought on but you where physically drained so to you it was like going to sleep but for me and everyone who knew you as i did it was like loosing half of my own life part 1/2
hugs to a special mum, much love Michelle xx
Janette: You are welcome....it was my honor to light a candle for Peter on his Birthday. God Bless you and your family. Trisha
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