Jackie Harrap Mum T Sads Loss

MY NAME IS JACKIE HARRAP,
I HAVE 3 DAUGHTERS EMMA ,DONNA, ABBIE AND
1 ANGEL DAUGHTER VICKY LEANNE JOHNSON
WHO FLEW TO HEAVEN ON AUG 31ST 2003 ,
TO SUDDEN ADULT DEATH ..S.A.D.S..

IT WAS AS DESCRIBED A VERY SUDDEN UNEXPECTED LOSS
OF A BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTER ,OF JUST 20 YRS OLD ,HER HEART WENT INTO A FATAL RYTHM AND SHE COLLAPSED AND DIED ON THE SPOT ..THEY WORKED ON VICKY TO TRY AND GET HER HEART GOING AGAIN BUT IT WAS NOT TO BE .

IT WILL BE 6 YRS IN AUGUST 2009, SINCE VICKY DIED ,AND WITH STILL NO ANSWERS !! ON HER DEATH
AND WE HAVE BEEN TOLD WILL NEVER GET A PRECISE ANSWER AS TO WHY SHE COLLAPSED AND DIED THAT DAY .

I DONT REALLY HAVE ANY HOBBIES NOW AS LOSING VICKY
CAUSED SUCH A SHOCK AND TRAUMA TO THE FAMILY
WE LOST HEART ON EVERYTHING ..

WE HAD MINI HORSES AND RUN A SHOW TEAM AS A FAMILY
BUT THAT WAS LOST AS WE HAD NO HEART TO DO IT ANYMORE .
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I LOST MY PRECIOUS DAD TREVOR HARRAP IN 1983 AUGUST THE 25TH DUE TO MASSIVE HEART ATTACK AGED JUST 50 YRS OLD,

HIS LOSS AFFECTED ME VERY MUCH AND I SUFFERED MANY
YEARS OF PANIC ATTACKS DUE TO THE STRESS
AND SHOCK OF IT ..I WAS JUST 20 YRS OLD MYSELF
AND NEEDED MY DAD VERY MUCH IN MY LIFE ,
BUT IT WASNT TO BE !!!..


LIFE IS NEVER THE SAME AFTER A LOSS OF CHILD ..
DAYS TURN TO YEARS ,THE YEARS GO QUICKLY, BUT YET IT SEEMS LIKE JUST A FEW WEEKS HAVE PASSED IT SEEMS SO RECENT ..VERY STRANGE


BLESS YOU ALL WHO HAVE LOST SOMEONE CLOSE

PLEASE SPARE A MINUTE TO VISIT MY SWEET ANGELS SITES
AND LIGHT A CANDLE FOR THEM ,THEY ARE SO PRECIOUS TO ME

IN MEMORY OF
VICKY JOHNSON
TREVOR HARRAP


LOTS OF LOVE
JACKIE
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