Hayleigh Louise Doak

Hiya guys My name is Hayleigh i have 2 agel babies callie-jane and destiny and a earth baby called joshua-james (jj).
i lost destiny at 12-14 weeks to a missed misscarige on 27/10/07 when i was 17 it was really traumatic so i wont go into details. i wish i had got the chance to meet destiny.
i lost my princess callie-jane on the 25/2/09 the hardest day of my life. callie had infantile policystic kidnesy disease, anhydramnios, hypoplastic lungs and potters syndrome. you can read more about her and my experience with her pregnancy on her memorial page. she beat all expectations and was a fighter to the very end i miss her more everyday i love to look at her pics and watch her videos and listen to her songs but even now two years later whenever i do i get a lump in my throat and i feel like ive been punched in the gut. i hate the unfairness of her not being here i should be spoiling her and smothering her with kisses instead i cry on a weekly bases because of the heartache in the hole of my heart left behind the day she got her wings. i miss you baby girl forever and ever.
13/2/11 the best day of my life my son joshua-james was born he is amazing i love everything about him he is my perfect ray of sunshine and for the first time since loosing callie i feel pure happiness when i hold him. it dosnt stop me missing her but it is the most amazing time of my life right now being here being his mummy its just perfect. i love you jj with all of my heart you are my all.
i have been with my partner luke since 15/3/08 he asked me out the night of the same day we met and we have been together since we have faught a long fight to stay together through all the ups and down the stress of loosing our baby girl nearly broke us sevral times but we pulled through and now have our son jj and things are amazing between us. luke is everything i could ever hope for in a partner and more i love him with every part of me forever and ever babe xxx
Angel my closest friend is the most beautiful sweet person i know the word friend dosnt sum up what we are really she so sadly lost her baby boy jaden (there both on my page he is in my garden stop by and light him a candle xx) i met her as when jaden was poorly in hospital my friend that knew angel was writting on facebook about her and jaden so i followed angels status's to see how jaden was doing then the worst thing imaginable the status saying he wasnt going to make it :( i knew i had to write to her so i did. i thank our angels for bringing us together i love her lots and lots and im so proud of her she amazes me everyday with her strength and her love im very lucky to have her a my friend xxx
my sister is about to have her first baby a little girl so im going to be an aunty very exciting i love my sister with all my heart she is beautiful and im so so proud of the young woman shes turned out to be. i have a younger brother who dosnt live near but when he finishes his last year at school i hope he will move hear i love him so much hes the brightest person i no and i miss him loads when hes not here love you lots james xxx
my nan is very poorly she has terminal lung cancer im asking all angels to keep her strong to meet the new addition on the way please spare a thought for her xxxxxxx

I Love all my family and friends and our angels forever and ever thank you for reading this and stopping by my page please light a candle for my angels take care xxxxxxx