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All being that there is an afterlife to catch up with them,that's what I'm stuck on,I just don't know anymore.Then ofcourse next year Holly and Jack will be Army family,away to Stafford,that'll probably just about finish me off,Dear me!
Another funeral on Thursday,Mal's best mate Tompa,we couldn't believe it.He used to live at Mals and was like a brother.He had three boys,Holly used to go out with one of them,Craig,he's a really canny lad.It was a brain hemorrhage,just like Ang really,gone in a second.I don't know it's awful,I'll be glad when Thursday's over, that's for sure.
Apart from that I'm aright Dear,ha ha.Mind you,I said to myself yesterday,huh,I never even see white feathers anymore,and when I went to hang the washing out,there one was,a nice one aswell,I put it in my drawer.Who knows Dear,one day at a time,that's the best thing.Ooh that Holly's made me a facebook of my own,the little goat.Ha ha,Kids! xx
Ee Gerry,nothing's ever simple with you,I was half expecting gangrene! Ha ha.
I thought maybe Claire wanted Nicky to stop at hers,cos I thought you'd said she had her own place.It's no good sleeping on the floor,you have to have somewhere to escape to.
Holly's on a mission,desperate to have that room perfect.She's just had Mal drilling walls for a night light now! At least when Jack's here she'll have something to keep her occupied.
Hope you get your laptop sorted soon Kidda,and keep taking the antibiotics.God Bless,Mitch.xx
Hiya Gerry.Has our Claire not got a bedroom now then? Was just reading the things on Nicky's fb.Mind I can't say owt,ha ha.Still I'm quite comfy in my little den,poor Mal has the couch.I'd rather that than have Holly living elsewhere though.She's grown up such a lot,I'm really proud how she's handling everything,on her own for the most part really,cos Ross is only here weekends really.Her bags packed,the rooms almost ready.It's just the waiting now,ha ha.
Hope everything is ok at the Drs and everything.School's back this week! A bit of peace for you,ha ha.Take care,Gerry.xxx
Thanks Gerry that's lovely.I just feel flat and I think,where the heck are they then.Like,what we die then just leave our body and float off somewhere.And if there is a God,where did he come from then.In the old testament God always seems to be around.I'm just finding it hard to believe that they are gone forever,that this life is it.Ofcourse if it is we'll know no different anyway.I don't know Gerry,maybe I'm being tested.Maybe it's just so hard coming to terms with them all being gone,like some kind of nightmare.Sometimes I dream of them and when I wake up I feel a sense of peace and happiness,and then I remember,and it's bleak again.I'll keep looking though,for my faith.Who knows,well actually I will,that's what I think.Somehow there'll be a sign.I will keep hope burning Dear.xx
Oops,I thought you'd have known Gerry.Well he passed it anyway,for the Army,Kids! He's determined anyway isn't he? xx
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