Georgina Horton-Jones

Hi i'm Georgina I am blessed with having 4 beautiful children here with me and two angel babies Charlotte and Caderyn. I miscarried them on 30/06/07. I went to hospital for a scan (wed 27th) as i had slight bloody discharge and was told there was just a stem and that the baby had no heartbeat to go home and come back in a week for another scan just incase my dates were wrong, that was on the wednesday on the friday i had terrible labour pains then in the afternoon i passed an empty sac, i was so upset,I thought as i'd passed the sac that the pains would go away, how wrong i was they continued throughout the night getting stronger and stronger till i awoke in the morning and felt something coming out, then on the floor was my little angel still attached to her cord and placenta but in her sac which was intact i was beside myself i thought i'd passed everything on the fri eve so rang the hospital and they just said oh it sounds like you've miscarried stay at home if you can manage the pain and come in for your scan appointment to check if miscarrage was complete. When i went for my scan they said you're hear to check if the baby has grown and check dates! I had to explain everything that had happened on the fri night/ saturday morning again, i was so upset and angry that the phone conversation about my miscarrage hadn't been put on my file i was reliving the experience again it was heartwrenching for a second time. They then told me i was having twins (as i'd passed the one sac on the friday night) and it was likely that the sac i had passed was one twin who had died in early pregnancy and my body absorbed it back which is why it didn't show on my scan. I was 11+4 days when i miscarried (4th pregnancy i have 3 other beautiful children) and after the scan the drs just sent me home without a care about me or the babies i had lost it was like because i wasn't still pregnant they didn't want to know how i was, I was so angry and hurting so so much and not having the support was awful (thankfully i had the support of my husband although he didn't talk about it at all). It is so hard still the grief and heartache is there everyday but i have been blessed with a daughter who was born in may and i know that the spirits of Charlotte and Caderyn live on with her. Miss you and Love you both so so much.
Mummyxxxxx