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  • Joined:August '08
  • Location:Peterlee, County Durham
  • Age:21
  • Last Online:October 21, 2009

About me

The most important thing to me in my life will always be my beautiful son Connor, aged 4.He got me through many tough times...I lost my twin boys Thomas and Ryan on 9th February 2009. That day will always be fresh in my mind as if it was yesterday. It is without a doubt the most painful thing I've ever had to get through. The first few days waiting for labour to be induced was probablys the worst for me knowing I had to carry my babies around dead inside of me. Nothing and no one can ever replace them, but my partner and i feel we're ready now to try again for another baby.

"Your a Special Little Spirit," the all great Master said,
As he gently caressed the curly blond hair
of the Little Spirit's Head.
"You need to go to Earth to spend some time, you know,
A place I send most Spirits to be tested, to learn, to grow."
The Little Spirit, in sadness, slowly bowed his head,
And from his eye a tear did steal and down his cheek it shed.
"Don't you fret now little one, I won't let you stay too long,
I'll bring you back to help me here,
You'll hardly know you've been gone.
You're my choicest Little Spirit, you're the apple of my eye."
And he wiped the tear and gently kissed
His Little Spirit good-bye.

"I'm back," the Little Spirit whispered,
as he climbed onto his Master's knee,
And the Master said,
"I told you, you would not be long away from me."
And then, the Lord, He noticed still
another tear welled in his eye.
"Why are you so sad, Little Spirit,
whatever should make you cry?"
"I'm glad I'm back," the Spirit said,
"but Master you must surely know,
When your angel came to get me, I didn't want to go.
I know you said you needed me
and that I'd be gone the shortest while,
But Lord, couldn't I have had a little longer earthly trial?"

The Master let the Little Spirit slip down from His knee,
He firmly took the little hand and said,"Come walk with me."
The Little Spirit and his Lord walked slowly hand in hand,
As the Master explained His special part
in the great and marvelous plan.
"Now Lord, I don't mean to argue,
I understand you need me home.
But I left in such a hurry,
I left everyone hurting and so alone.
I didn't let my earthly parents know
how much I loved them so.
I was much too small to tell them,
Lord, how will they ever know?
They feel they've been cheated, and in a way so do I.
Not getting to share any more than we did,
how can I ever tell them why?"

"Little Spirit, I know your heart is heavy
with the message you need to share.
But you need not worry anymore,
I'll watch over your loved ones there.
I'll send them loving comfort as a strong and helping hand.
I'll content and give peace to their aching hearts,
so they will understand.
The Little Spirit looked up at his Master and said
"Thank you for explaining it to me.
And could you please tell them I'm safe and happy
and that someday they'll be here with me."
"Yes," said the Lord with a smile and a nod,
"I'll tell them all that I can."
Then the others came to see the Little Spirit,
as the Lord let go of his hand.
He said, "I'll tell them you're pure, as pure as Heaven's Gold,
That I needed the warmth of your perfect soul
to keep Heaven from getting cold."
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I have started to make memorial jewellery for SIDS, miscarriage, stillbirth etc. Half of the money i make will be donated to the SIDs charity. I have pictures if anyone would like to see just message me. I do custom made jewellery also.



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I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts,
or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we will
search for answers.

I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain,
nor the future with its untold stories.
But I can be there now when you need me to care.

I can't keep your feet from stumbling.
I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall.

Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine;
Yet I can share in your laughter.

Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge;
I can only support you, encourage you,
and help you when you ask.

I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship,
from your values, from me.
I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you.

I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you,
But I can give you the room to change, room to grow,
room to be yourself.

I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting,
But I can cry with you and help you pick up the pieces
and put them back in place.

I can't tell you who you are.
I can only love you and be your friend.
--Unknown xxxxxx

hi genna how are u? hope your well? hope everything going ok xxxxx

October 19, 2009

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A BUTTERFLY CAME FLOATING BY
AND I THOUGHT I KNEW IT'S FACE
IT LANDED ON MY SHOULDER
AND SPREAD IT'S WINGS OF LACE

I LOOKED AND SAW IT SMILING
AS IT WINKED AND FLEW AWAY
I'M SURE I HEARD IT WHISPER
"WE'LL MEET AGAIN ONE DAY

When you are lonely,
I wish you love.

When you are down,
I wish you joy.

When you are troubled,
I wish you peace.

When things are complicated,
I wish you simple beauty.

When things are chaotic,
I wish you inner silence.

When things are empty,
I wish you hope.

When you need your Angel,
I wish you faith...to know they are with you...always.

October 1, 2009

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Take My Hand
I can not ease your aching heart
Nor take your pain away,
But let me stay and take your hand
And walk with you today.
I'll listen when you need to talk
I'll wipe away your tears,
I'll share your worries when the time comes
I'll help you face your fears.
I'm here and I will stand by you
Each hill you have to climb.
So take my hand, lets face the world
Live one day at a time.
Your not alone, for I'm still here
I'll go the extra mile.
And when your grief is easier
I'll help you learn to smile.

~~Author Unknown~~
xxx love toni

October 1, 2009

FOR MY FRIEND_

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MY LITTLE GARDEN


I have a little garden
No flowers will you find;
Instead you'll see the friendships
That I have made online.

They grow from something other
Than normal flowers do.
They thrive on love and support
And understanding too.

This special little garden;
No matter rain or shine,
Is always in bloom;
This special place of mine.

It's filled with fun and laughter;
Where happiness abounds.
This lovely garden echoes
Many joyful sound.

I would like for you to know
That you are planted here
In my 'Friendship Garden';
Our hearts are always near.

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LOTS OF LOVE ALWAYS toni xxxxx

September 17, 2009
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