Emma Roberts

I have added this song onto Tylers site as its the song we had played at his funeral and it means so much to us.Thank u to every one who has left our son a candle or message we really appreciate it.My name is Emma and My husbands name is Chris we have 8 children 4 boys and 4 girls.Tyler would of been our 9th child but when i was 26wks on the 18th of november 2008 i went for a routine anc at the doctors the midwife couldnt hear a heartbeat off tyler so sent me to the hospital.When i got there they took me to the labour ward and tried again to listen for a heart beat but didnt find one i knew from the look on her face that tyler had gone so thye took me for a scan,the midwife who did the scan turned the screen away so me and my husband couldnt see tyler on the screen then 2 other people checked and thats when they told us that he had died.Our whole world fell apart,we had to wait at the hospital while i was given a tablet to stop the placenta from working then was told to go home and come back on the 21st nov at 2pm but at half 11 friday mornin i had a show and a few pains so they told me to cum in after waitng they finally checked me at 3pm to say i hadnt dilated at all so they gave me another tablet at 3:50pm then at 4pm my contractions started it was only a short labour exactly 1hr and 1 minute.I didnt have any pain relief at all apart from when i pushed tyler out as it didnt seem as though my body to me was in pain as it felt like i were a million miles away.Thats when thye found out that he had a true knot in his cord and thats how he had died,Tyler was beautiful and i cuddled him straight away expecting him to breath or cry for a bottle but he didnt...thats when it hit the most knowing he was never cuming home with me and his daddy like he should of been.We stayed at the hospital for 2 days Tyler was taken away from us on the saturday afternoon it broke our hearts to walk out of the hospital without our son but we still had to go home and explain to his brothers and sisters why he wasnt comin home. It broke their hearts the little ones didnt understand and sometimes ask when he is coming home to them.We eventually had the funeral on the 10th of december after the hospital messing us about we decided to do it ourselves..we chose a white horse and carriage to carry Tyler in...only the best his daddy said...It broke all our families hearts when we saw the horses come into the street with Tylers tiny white coffin but we got through the day..It seems like it was only yesterday as i remember every detail of it and it will be in my heart forever..My heart goes out to any1 who has lost a son or daughter or a loved one.... XXXX JUST TO SAY A BIG HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL THE ANGELS...HOPE EVERYONE HAS A BETTER NEW YEAR THIS TIME ROUND...THANK U TO U ALL FOR BEING THERE FOR ME AND MY HUSBAND BY LEAVING CANDLES TRIBUTES AND GIFTS FOR OUR SON TYLER IT MEANS THE WORLD TO US TO KNOW THAT SO MANY PEOPLE CARE ENOUGH TO DO THIS..LOVE TO U ALL....EMMA N CHRISXXXX