Baby Ryan's Mummy

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15/5/2012.
. . . . . . . . ONCE AGAIN DEAR FRIENDS, I AM TOUCHED BY THE OUT POUR OF CARE, LOVE AND COMPASSION YOU HAVE SHOWERED US. THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART XO


. . . . . . .My names elaine

...............................I'm mummy to two very special boy's my beautiful eldest son and my precious baby boy Ryan (the reason why i'm here)........

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╚══╝╚═╩═╩═╩═╝╚═╝ ♥ SAM + RYAN ♥............................................
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........Sam is a handsome typical teenager, attitude, bad manners and a bedroom like a bomb site..........But he is also turning out to be a caring, loving, mannerly and head-strong young person.............He is my world and i don't know where i would be today if it wasn't for him.......................
............ I Promised him that "I will do my best", it wont always be easy, but he is all i have and what keeps me going.........................................
........ Ryan is also beautiful and was so cruelly taken from us on Monday 11th of May 2009 at 2.20am, a morning that will stay with me until the day i die.......................................

......... ,.*`,.*`, ♥ INTO MY ARMS YOU WERE GIVEN ♥
♥ IN MY ARMS YOU WERE TAKEN ♥ ,.*`,.*`, .............

I lost my precious baby boy on monday 11th may 2009 at 2.20am in "Horizon House" The Children's Hospice Newtownabbey, Our beautiful Ryan was 3wks old, and i miss him so so much.
Ryan was born a perfect 7lb 15oz's on monday 20th april 2009 at 4.30pm exactly 9months to the day, the only thing that the nurses told us was Ryan had tongue tie.
Because i had my wee man by caesarean section Ryan didnt spend his first night with me instead he was in the nursery.
The next day i just had a feeling that there was something wrong but was made to believe it was just me!
Ryan brought up his bottles and i dont just mean a small amount i insisted he was bringing up all his bottle ! ! ! !
On the wednesday Ryan was checked over by a paedatrician and we went home, i still had a bad feeling (but thought they are the professionals!)
My wee man didnt seem to want his bottles, still bringing them up again, he was very lethargic, and was jaundice.
We took Ryan back to Coleraine hospital were another paedatrician looked him over a few hours later they told me that they were keeping Ryan, i wasnt for going anywhere so i stayed by his side, Ryan was put into an incubator and we were put onto the children's ward.
All sorts of tests were run and still no reason was diagnosed, all i knew, was my beautiful baby son was very poorly.
In the early hours of sunday the 27th of april Ryan was rushed to "The Royal" childrens ICU in Belfast, i wasn't able to travel with them so had to ring my sisiter. we now know that Ryan had to be resuscitated on the way there.
It was another few hours before i could see my little boy,and when we did he was wired up to all sorts and was looking so ill, we were distraught.
Find it very hard to go on but Ryan suffered from a rare genetic disorder named citrullimenia, my partner and i carry this gene but have no symptons ourselves,
but our genes together caused our wee soldier to suffer this horrible condition.
It's 3years since Ryan was taken from us, i still feel empty,angry and find it hard to keep going. I have my older son to think of and the only reason I'm here. He is finding it hard to because he wanted his wee brother so much.
Thank-you for letting me share my story. Ryan will always be our beautiful baby son and brother. I will always love and miss him till the day i die . . . . . . .

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20/4/2012.

♥ ~ RYAN ~ ♥
Today is your birthday Sweetheart,
I'm sad because there are no cards, no presents, no cake or balloons.
All i have are tears and the pain that you are not here with us,
My love for you is stronger now than on that day you were born.
The link in our family's chain has been broken and nothing can fill
the space left in my heart.
Always Your Broken Hearted Mummy xo . . . . . . . .

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I LOST ONE OF MY BEAUTIFUL COMPANIONS THIS WEEK

♥ಌ Tiddels ಌ♥
20th September 2001 - Thursday 1st March 2012 5.14pm

ಌ♥ Will love and miss you so much Beloved Princess ♥ಌ xoxoxox

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For The Time We Spent....I LOVE YOU RYAN and MISS YOU SO


Aerosmith, Armageddon, "Don't wanna miss a thing" Steven Tyler
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I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

Don't want to close my eyes
I dont want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what youre dreaming
Wondering if its me youre seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God were together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever

Don't want to close my eyes
I dont want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing

I dont want to miss one smile
I dont want to miss one kiss
I just want to be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don't want to close my eyes
I dont want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing

Don't want to close my eyes
I dont want to fall asleep
I dont want to miss a thing . . . . . . . . . . . .

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.............Ryan means the world to us and we just cannot get over the loss of our Precious, Beautiful, little Baby Boy. (GONE TOO SOON)..................

..............SOMETIMES I MAKE MISTAKES AND DON'T ALWAYS GET IT RIGHT. IF I MISS ANGEL / BIRTH DAY'S, IM SORRY, AND IF I DO SOMETHING DAFT, I APOLOGISE. IT'S JUST WHO I AM NOW, AND I GUESS I'M GONNA HAVE TO GET USED TO IT, BUT IT DOES REALLY ANNOY ME . . . . . . . .

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♥..A SMALL TRIBUTE TO MY SPECIAL CHILDHOOD BRO ♥ LADDIE ♥
..............You were always there for me when i was young, you brought us all so much joy, happiness and laughter. Love You Lot's and Miss You Load's, xoxo ♥

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